Our little secret. (Hendall)

Chapter22

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HARRYS POV:

I was sat in the waiting room in the hospital waiting for Kendall. I just can't stop crying..

After she collapsed I ran to her to check if she was okay. I didn't know what was going in. She wasn't responding to me.

I still remember the look on her face..she was just pale and lightly breathing. Eyes shut..it scared me.

I was just sat here..dazing at the floor..thinking of things that could happen. Just these stupid thoughts running around in my head all the time. I want it to stop..

I get pulled back to reality when a little girl comes up to me and pats my shoulder. I turn around to see her on crutches and she's pulling a weak smile at me.

"W-what's wrong harry?" Her little cute voice made me smile..she must be a fan because she has a quote and a photo of us on her top. It reads:

'Someday you'll forget about us, have kids get married. But we will never forgot you..we love you forever..'

I smiled again before answering the little girl.

"I'm ok I guess..just my girlfriends had an incident.. I love your top.." I point towards her top making her giggle a bit.

She must be living at this hospital because she's got these tubes around her face..and she's wearing pjs. She's just walking around..like you would at home.

"Thank you harry!" She giggled again.

"Can I sign it for you?" Her head lifted up with delight, which meant a yes for me.

I pulled out a blue pen and wrote her a paragraph sort of..

'Stay strong beautiful, will not forget meeting you. Love you loads, Hazza. X'

Her eyes nearly swelled up with tears. I gave her a hug and had a picture with her. A nurse started walking towards us saying that the little girl had to go for her medicine. So I gave her a kiss on the cheek before she headed off with a bright smile on her face.

She's the cutest little girl ever. I love it when I meet fans, especially the tough ones who still manage to support us even though they try to support themselves aswel.

I got snapped out of my gaze again by a different nurse calling me name over and over again.

I sit up and look straight towards her. I paced to her..but she was just looking in her files.

"Harry styles correct?" She looked up to examine my face.

"Yes.." My hands wouldn't stop shaking..I just want to know how my Kendall is.

"I know..my daughters a huge fan!!" She laughs before going to the back of her files and reading through it.

"Do you want me to call her to suprise her?" I just blurt it out..why am I being incredibly nice today? Her face just snaps up with a smile. She doesn't respond..she just pulls out her phone and dials a number before handing it to me.

I waited for the young girl to speak first..

"Hey mum.."

"Hello? Is this Tasha?"

"Y-yes...who's this?"

"It's Harry Styles, hi!" I giggle quietly to her mum

"W-w-what..On my god ahh!!!!!" She screamed down the phone which sent me back with quite a shock.

"Haha, Tasha I just met your mum at the hospital and she tells me you're bi fan? Where do you happen to live?"

I wait for her to calm down before she can respond properly.

"Yes..I'm a huge fan. I live in Wolverhampton"

I look at her mum..who now has a frown on her face, I cut off her daughter for a second..

"If she lives in Wolverhampton than what are you doin in Miami?" I look at her strangely, still finding a topic of conversation to distract the girl.

"This is my last day here. They had no work in Wolverhampton so I moved here alone..she's with her dad! But I'll be going home to them later!" She nods at me and I go back to the phone.

"How about this Tasha..I'm giving you and your mum VIP tickets to the WWA tour in Manchester! Is that alright? I'll even throw in meet and greet!" I waited for a second for her to absorb all that in..before she screams.

We contined to talk and laugh about everything. But I just wanted to see my Kendall. So the nurse led me to her room.

My hands were shaking..I could feel sweat pouring from my forehead..

I try to keep myself calm..for her. I just hope she's alright. She's on my mind all the time..I just want these stupid thoughts out my head. They're bringing my hopes down!

The nurse slowly opens the door letting me in first. And there....I see Kendall lying down, fast asleep in the bed.

She had machines all around her..tubes stuck up here nose and all around her..a needle in her arm..I just can't.

At this moment, I just burst out crying.

I can't believe this. If we didn't go beach, this wouldn't have happend. It's all my fault.

T..the baby.

I quickly turn my head around to the nurse, waiting for her to give me an update on her. I sniff back some tears and wiping away the ones pouring out my eyes.

"Kendall unfortunately had some strong pains in her stomache. The screaming fans around her didn't help. I don't know why you were out there? She must of had this pain for a while.."

I blink quickly for a second..

"She never mentioned anything about being in pain. Not one word.."

She looks at me..concerned..

"Well, we did try to monitor the baby but we can't just yet. She's only a week into her pregnancy and the fetus isn't big enough to see" she looks back at Kendall, then walks forwards the door.

"She will have to stay monitored for at least a week..I'm sorry Harry.." She shuts the door after her.

Leaving me looking a mess..I can't believe what I've done.

I take a seat next to Kendall. Her face is so pale. And she looks so peaceful when she sleeps.

Tears began to flow out my eyes even more..

I grabbed her hand an held it tight..

"I'm so sorry Ken..I love you.."

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