Our little secret. (Hendall)

Chapter18

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KENDALLS POV:

I can't stop crying..this..why me.

This is all happening to fast! Way to fast for me.

I'm such a stupid idiot..so stupid for forgetting protection!!

Shit..

What's my parents going to say?

Kourtney just got pregnant..

Should I keep this one?

All these different thoughts and feelings ran through me, I just wanted to screem.

I just need to focus on the road. But I'm already pulling up to the driveway at my mums. I'm going to see Harry at our house later. But I know what I need to do now.

I need to ask my mum for help..

I just don't know how she will react and that's what scares me the most about all this..

I shut my car door..making small but quick steps towards ye big brown doors that leads inside.

Stop panicking Kendall.

You're 19 now..grow up.

I need to stop worrying me..but I can't. I'm so nervous I feel like I'm going to throw up everywhere. But I don't think I have any left in me from this morning.

I slide open the doors, to see mum watching tv with a glass of clear red wine.

I shut the door quietly..but loud enough for her to realise I'm here.

She turns her head around, noticing me before switching of the tv and turning to me.

"So..how did the photoshoot go?" She jumped up with excitement..

"I didn't go. I ended up puking in the gas station toilets. I puked so much Harry had to help me.." I put my head down before running to my mum crying into her.

She places her glass on the table, and then cuddling into me, rubbing my back.

"Kendall?" Her light tone voice made me lift my head up to reveal my horrible face.

I think I cryed to much that minute that the tears are starting to stain onto my cheeks.

"Yeah mum?" I tryed to give her a smile..but it's no use.

"You're pregnant aren't you sweetie?" She smiled and rubbed my hair back.

"H-how did you know?" I sniffed back the tears before sitting up.

How did she know?

Did harry tell her?

"Honey..the holiday was hetic and I figured that you must of done it once then. And you have morning sickness..and you have a such a pale face. It was the same with Kourtney.." She made me smile, then I turn back to her for a longer cuddle.

I love my mum. She's the only one that gets me other than Harry and Kylie. She's my role model, and she's always trying her best for me. She always puts me first, and I think she's happy she's going to have two new grandchildren from me and Kourtney.

I just don't know how I'm going to tell everyone else..especially dad.

"M-mum..how am I going to tell dad?" I started sobbing again, and my mum hugged me tighter.

"I'll go get him. He will be fine about me hun. It's better to tell him now then later." I didn't say a word, just nodded.

She slightly sat up, then shouting to Bruce about 6 times.

I heard light footsteps come from down the stairs. I would shake every time he took a step..my heart it racing faster and faster. Until he places his eyes on me.

"Kendall what's wrong sweet?" He knelt down rubbing my leg.

I look at mum..I don't want to tell him. He will probably shout at me and chuck me out. God I'm so scared..

I think my mum knew what I was trying to say to her. To tell dad.

"Bruce Hun. Please don't freak out okay?" He sat down next to me lifting my head up and resting it on his shoulder..just like old times..

"What's it now ken? You either broke up with harry, did something bad, got in trouble with the police, you're pregnant or whatever else you're about to tell me.." I looked up at him with tears starting to swell up in my eyes.

I leant more toward him..I'm going to tell him.

"Daddy..I'm pregnant.." I rested my head on his chest with my hands over my eyes. I cannot stop cryin now. I've told him and now I'm ready for my punishment.

I'm still crying on him, until he lifts my head up kissing my forehead.

"It's okay Kendall. You're growing into a women, and you and harry have been together for a while and I think you would be an amazing mum. But you do know this is going to complicate your whole career and Harry's.." I nodded.

He does care..he's okay with it. I feel so much better now. Feels like a massive weight lifted off of me. I love this so much.

And what he said..

You would be an amazing mum..

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