Right or Wrong? {complete}

Nightmares and dancing

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Steve (POV)
We just won the war against some race from another planet. A war that seemed impossible to win. But we did it. Together.

I'm near Natasha who now runs the few steps into my arms. "We did it soldier." She says with her mischievous smile. "We won." I reply with my own smile. She breaks out into a real smile. Not a fake one or a forced on. Not even a grin. It's a real, goofy smile that stretches across her face. My favorite smile. I look into her eyes and then I lift her off the ground until she is taller than me. She looks down at me "Yes we did." She says happily. And then are lips meet passionately. This is where I'm meant to be. We will be together. Just Natasha and her I against the world. Just me with her.

And then I feel a thud. As if something hit Natasha resulting in me getting some of the impact. Natasha who, still in my arms, pulls away from the kiss with a sharp "Huh..." coming short of breath. She starts sinking down in my arms, her limbs weak. "Natasha!" I yell. I try to stay clear minded but all I can think is "No" No I can't loose her.

I can't loose her too. I can't.... I can't live without her.... I need her.

Before she falls I catch her and kneel on the ground with her laying in my arms. I stare into her eyes with horror for what seems like an eternity. Until I force my self to do something. "Natasha please don't-" I start to say but I'm stopped by her sudden hand on my cheek. She moves sharply with dedication.
Her eyes well up with tears and I feel my own do the same. One even rolls slowly down my cheek. "Rogers" she says, her breath jagged. I can see know that what impaled her was some sort of spear. Blood is everywhere now. It soaks her suit.
I put a hand over the wound maybe trying to stop the blood.

I don't know what to do. I don't know how to save her. She slides her fingers from my cheek to my neck. "Don't miss me too much okay?
I love you Steve...
I'm so sorry." She says in between hard breaths. "No Natasha please." I plead desperately.

Her eyes start to close. "No we won!" I manage to say in between sobs. Her head falls back, her emerald eyes clouding. "Please stay with me, please don't go. Please." I lay my head against her chest and hold her close. "Come on Romanoff we won. Come on." I beg, still sobbing but almost mad. No I am mad.

We don't deserve this. She doesn't deserve this. We won. "We were supposed to win." I bring her head up and put my forehead against hers. "I love you Natasha." My body's shaking tremendously by now, despite myself. "Do out hear me?! I love you!" I touch her cheek getting the blood from my hand on her face.
A thin line of blood falls from the corner of her lips. "Say something Natasha." I beg her. "Please Nat, say something." I sob even harder then before. The tears slipping off my face and landing on hers. "We won Nat."

Abruptly, two arms wrap around me, pulling me to standing.I recognize them as member of my team: Thor and Clint.
Natasha falls to the ground with me not there to hold her up. I struggle out of their grips and I punch Thor square in the jaw. I lunge for Natasha but Clint grabs me when are hands are only an inch apart. "Please don't." I beg them to let me stay. Clint holds me down while Thor stabs something into my neck. A needle.

They begin dragging me to a quinjet while my body goes limp. I look at Clint, hatred filling my eyes. "How can you leave her?" I hiss at him through the tears. His expression doesn't even falter. I look back in front of me. And the last thing I saw is Natasha's dead body on the ground, buildings crumbling around her. Her red locks gently blow in the breeze. She still looks so beautiful. And then everything goes black.

*** Readers I know you probably hate me right now but there is a part two. So just wait. Part two will be short so that I don't have to keep you waiting. ❤️❤️****