****The rest of this book will take place in between and after civil war.*****
Natasha(POV)
"Are you saying you'll arrest me?" His voice is laced with concern through the phone. "No... of course not. But someone will." I explain truthfully.I beg him to stop this. Not because he is wrong but because I am worried about him. Don't get me wrong, I love Steve. And I know we haven't been together for too long but you're thinking I should be on his side. My heart is. That I can guarantee. But my head is on Tony's side. I know it still seems wrong but this is my way of protecting him.
No matter what he says, I owe him. He saved my life. And now is my chance to save his. I know that if I were to join him the dangers would increase very highly. And I can't do that to him. When I fight next to him it's too hard to keep watch over him. At least on Tony's side I can keep an eye on him.
I fear for him. I fear he feels war has become his life. Which In a way it has. I want more for him. I want him to be happy. To live outside the war. And stoping this war is my only chance at giving him that.
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Despite my hopes, the next day when we come face to face, I look into his eyes. And I can't bear this anymore. I can't bear fighting with him any longer. "I'm gonna regret this." I sigh as I shoot a widow bite at King T'challa.
Steve and Bucky take off running. "Thank you!" Steve gives me a loving glance that says it all as he takes off.
I have to admit, I miss him. Ever since this whole thing started Stark rented me some apartment to stay in until this all died down.
Turns out it didn't exactly "die down." I miss waking up next to Steve. I miss our regular routine. I miss his bed head.I miss waking up to the smell of fresh eggs and coffee that he is cooking which he brings in on a small tray, a proud smile on his face as he studies me.
Most of all I just miss him. I've grown inpatient. I need to see him. I'm already so angry that it makes it easy for me to snap at Tony later that day.
"Are you incapable of letting go of your ego for one goddamn second!" He looks almost hurt, so I know I've gotten to him. At this point I realized we really have been doing this all wrong. We should be fighting together not against each other. He tells me they are coming for me. "It's not me who needs to watch my back." I snap before turning my back to him.
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A day later Steve asks me to meet him at some warehouse. I'm relieved to finally be seeing him one on one, no boundaries. "Nat." He expressed as he rushes over to me. He wraps his muscular arms around me. "I'm so sorry." He pulls back a little . "Steve you have nothing or be sorry for. We have what we have when we have it. And Bucky was all you had. I understand." I say sincerely, retuning the strong hug. "I trusted you to save my life and even when we were enemies you never broke that promise." He noted sadly, staring at the ground.
I gaze curiously at him. "We will never be enemies." I assure sternly. He touches my cheeks gently and then are lips meet. It's been too long I think to myself. We break our kiss but not our embrace. When I think about how I feel right now in his arms, how I've always felt when I'm near him. One thing pops into my head. "This is right."
***Sorry for the short chapter I only had 40 minutes to write. I wanted to show why Nat was on Tony's side. I got the idea that her heart was on caps side form the Russo brothers. I hope you enjoyed.****
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Right or Wrong? {complete}
FanficSome people are meant to FALL in love with each other but aren't meant to BE with each other.... "I'm coming... I need you to stay on the coms... I need you to.. just.. just stay alive." I hear nat beg of me. I glance down at the broken controls a...