Right or Wrong? {complete}

For you?...A thousand times over.

**this is just some fluff because they have been through a lot.***

Natasha (POV)

"Nat..... Natasha..... Natasha!" Steve voice pulls me out of my day dreaming and Into the real world. "What!" I ask innocently. "You've been staring at me for about an hour are you okay?" Previously I had been working on my computer while Steve was resting his head in my lap and reading. "No I wasn't." I pretend to think he is crazy even though I know he is right. About an hour ago I did indeed look away form my computer and look down at him to make sure he hadn't disappeared. And maybe I got lost in his features. "Nat?!" I focus myself again. "What?" I ask. "You did it again. I asked if you were okay?" He says smiling up at me. "You've got to get your head out of the clouds Rogers." I say ignoring his question. I go to grab the computer but a hand sharply wraps around my wrist. "What is wrong with you?" I ask Steve who is now sitting up. I squirm to get out of his grasp but his grip stays strong. "Natasha, talk to me. What's wrong?" He asks as I once again get lost in his eyes. Before I register what's happening, I tell him the truth. "It's just... it's strange to be back. I feel like I forgot everything about you while I was gone." I start to think that I didn't give him a good enough explanation and I consider saying more but I'm stopped by his lips being pressed on mine. I run my hands through his golden hair as his book drops to the floor. But he doesn't bother to get it. The kiss deepens with hungry passion until both of us pull away, clearly out of breath. "I feel... the same way." He says in between pants. I close my laptop and this time I snuggle my head on his lap. "When do you think things will go back to normal?" I ask as his arms wrap around me. "I don't think they ever will." Within hearing his comment I role only my back and stare up at him. "What do you mean." I ask and I can't help but to caress his cheek. He grabs my hand, stopping me, and looks at me seriously. "We lost each other Nat. I think the impossible happened and what we thought would never happen to us, did happen. I couldn't stand losing you. And I know I loved you to much before but..." he pauses and now he caresses my cheek. "But I love you even more now." I smile through his entire speech. "I think it made us stronger.... loosing each other I mean." I say as I sit up and crawl into his lap. I trace his sharp jaw line with my finger nails. "Because even though we were weak through it... we came out stronger then ever in the end." I finished and notice he is laughing. "Yeah I get it that was terribly cheesy!" I tell him but he doesn't stop. "What's so funny huh?!" Steve covers his mouth but I quickly move his hands away and give him a stern look. "You... Natasha Romanoff... are adorable." He says holding my face in between his hands. "Well that's something I never thought I would hear." I say as he leans in. Our lips our just about to meet when a question pops into me head. "Would you do it again?" I accidentally say out loud. He looks confused for a minute and then he understands. Next is a look of sadness and his classic disappointed eyebrows:

"Are you serious?" He asks doubtful. I respond with an ashamed nod of my head but I keep eye contact urging him to answer me.

When he doesn't I continue taking. "If you had to go through all the pain and hurt all over again just to see me... just to spend a moment with me.... would you do it." I'm not sure why I'm asking him this. It could just be selfishness. I could just want to hear him declare his loyalty to me. But maybe, and although I don't like hearing it, it's probably the reason, maybe even after all this time I still don't believe that I could be loved. When I look into his eyes all the pain that both of us have been through flashes before my eyes. Steve does that to you. He shows you the deepest parts of your soul. When I think back on it I ask myself "Is it really worth is?" I already know my answer but I possibly just want to confirm his. Which is why I'm so taken aback by his next words. "For you?" He asks and again with me in awe, I nod my head. He doesn't hesitate with his next words. In fact they slip quite easily off his tongue. As if there was never any doubt. As if he had made up his mind form the start. "For you, a thousand times over." His words make me melt inside. And I'm too struck to speak. So instead I tell him. I tell him with my eyes. I look at him and I tell him the words I may never be able to say. I tell him that he is the reason why I'm still here. I tell him that he has made me who I am. And I have to be at least halfway decent for Captain America to fall for em. I tell him how I love him beyond words. I love him beyond this galaxy.

And I feel internally grateful when he returns the look. He always understands it. I never have to explain things to him. I never even have to talk. A look can say it all. Between Steve and I that is, a look can mean the world, it can be a life changing thing. "I love you." This time I say it first. It isn't enough to satisfy me. As I wish I could tell him what he means to me. But I think he already understands. So I will make do for the time being. His look of happiness is enough for me. "I love you too."

***just fluff anyways hope you liked it. Comment and vote please. ❤️❤️