I thought I was better off alone

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ZAYN- The silence and looks are starting to get to both of us. The tension is building up everyday, and instead of working through this fight we’ve been ignoring it. “Zayn, I’m going to stay at Nialls for a day or two to give you some time to figure out what you want to do.” As I made my way outside with my bags, Zayn followed me. “Don’t go. Look, I’m sorry, I’m sorry for not talking to you for the last three days.” I tried to walk away but Zayn wouldn’t let me. “I don’t know why Ive been ignoring you. I guess, before you I thought that I was better off alone. And I didn’t realize until right now I’m better off with you.” 

HARRY- “So Y/N.” Harry paused for a second, obviously trying to collect his thoughts. “I never really found a girl that I really really liked. There were girls here and there but I never truly loved until I met you.” I looked around at all the people in the audience screaming. “I thought that I couldn’t find anyone I liked because I was better off alone. Then I realized that I didn’t find anyone I really liked  because I was looking for you. And now I found you.” As soon as Harry went down on one knee the audience went quiet and I started to cry. This is it, this is the moment I’ve waited for my whole life. “Will you marry me so I never have to be alone again?” 

 LIAM- We laid in bed, tangled in each other’s arms, exchanging stories and making jokes about our life before we found each other. We talked about the ones we dated before and how we were hurt.  ”You know, after Sophia and I split I honestly thought that I was supposed to be single and it was my fault that my relationships failed.” I studied his face for a minute before I spoke. He was serious and I could tell that I was truly the best thing to happen to him. “I don’t know where i would be without you. You have made me happier then I’ve ever been. I love you.” I rested my head on his chest as he played with my hair. “I love you too. Forever.”  

LOUIS- “Louis!” I ran into my best friends house, so excited to see him. We haven’t seen each other in months. He’s been so busy promoting their new album, but we still talk daily. “Louis! Surprise!” I ran towards his bedroom, knowing him he’s probably lying in bed. “Shit Y/N.” Louis ran after me and managed to stop me before I got to the car. “Im sorry. I shouldn’t have. We’re just friends.” Louis wrapped his arms around me. “Don’t be. This is probably a bad time to tell you but I’m crazy about you. I always thought i was better off without anyone but you make me not want to be lonely.” 

 NIALL- “I’m going to stay in LA for a couple days after the show. I need time to think about this. About us.” I replayed our last conversation in my head. It’s been a week since we last spoke. For a week I’ve been racking my brain trying to figure out what there is to think about. Maybe it was all this wedding planning. Maybe he was getting cold feet. But once Niall came home I knew that everything was going to be okay. “I’m so sorry.” He whispered as he held me in his arms. His hot breathe on my skin sent chills down my spine. “It was too much. We’re getting married and everyone expects me to settle down right away, especially now that you’re pregnant. It’s all happening too fast.” But he didn’t sound scared. Maybe a bit freaked out but I don’t blame him. We’re having a baby and three months later we’re getting married. “But as long as I’m with you I’ll be okay. While all the lads were dating I was always single and I thought it was because I was better off alone. But now I have you and we’re having a baby and I know it’s not true. As long as I have you I’ll be fine.” Suddenly everything was okay. Niall and I were going to be fine. We were going to be a family

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