Anxiety [Muke af]

Three

"Come on, Mikey! Who is he!" Ashton lightly punched Mike's shoulder "That's non' of your business !" Michael whined, a blush tinting his cheeks "I'm your bestfriend! It obviously is!" Michael groaned "He's a guy I met in the bathrooms..", he mumbled under his breath.

"The bathrooms, eh?" Ashton smirked, and sat down on Michael's couch "He had a panic attack, Ashton!"

"Oh.. well, then what did you do?" Michael bit his lip, and plopped down beside Ash.

"Uhm, well, long story short.. He was in a stall and when I walked into the bathroom, I heard him cry. So I sat down and started talking to him.", Michael smiled at the memory before continuing "He didn't respond to anything I said..."

Ashton just sat there looking at Michael, nodding.

"Mmh-hmm... and you like him?", Ashton blurted out. Mike was taken back by the question "I mean... We've only talked two times... or I mostly talked." he chuckled "But.. I- I don't... like him?" Michael said, but it came out more as a question.

Ashton rolled his eyes "Michael, you're so bad at lying... of course you like him! Now! bring me chocolate milk!" he demanded and made Michael stand up, jumping on his back "To the kitchen!"

Michael swore that Ashton was mentally 6.

The two got to the kitchen, and Michael sat Ashton down on the kitchen counter, getting the chocolate milk from the fridge.

"It's a chocolate milk party! it's a chocolate milk party!" Ashton sang.

He Loves Chocolate milk.

Michael poured him a glass, handing it to him "Thanks Mikey!" Ashton smiled, wrapping his arms around Michaels neck, kissing his cheek.

"Now, Michael! You need to-" Ashton took a sip of his chocolate milk "-To ask that boy out."

"His name is Luke, Ashton."

"Yeah yeah, whatever."

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"I got your favorite food, Lukey." Liz carefully knocked on Luke's bedroom door, the plate with pizza in her hand. She opened the door, it was all dark inside.

"Luke, are you awake?"

"Mmh..."

Liz walked over to the bed, placing the pizza on his desk, and the happy pills.

"Brought your pills too." she kissed Luke's forehead then walked out. Luke sat up in his bed, cuddling his penguin plushie closer.

Some of the side effects for antidepressants pills, for Luke was:

That he would be more tired during the day.

He would get bad migraines, they sucked.

He would also have a hard time sleeping at night.

It would also made him gain a little weight. Which definitely not helped on his body issues.

And his absolute favorite, suicidal thoughts! They made him think of it, more than before he stated taking the pills.

Luke had tried to kill himself before, but just as he was about to do it, he chickened out.

When he had downed the pills he took a bite of his pizza "Penguin?"

He looked down at his penguin "Do you love me?", he asked his plushie "Yes I do Luke."

Luke chuckled sadly "Gosh.. I'm so lonely! Having a conversation with my plushie..."he whispered to himself.