transgender → klance

forty-four

I walked up the whole mountain to Mom. I see someone.. familiar. Who the fuck is it this time? I began to run closer and closer to the person. They-They are at-at Mom's grave...

"... Yeah, he been a hand-full lately. Heh.."

Lance?

We made eye contact. I stood there frozen & I feel the wind blew in my hair. He looks so different from my Lance.. The soul from his eyes drained. His eyes.. His hair.. his face.. he.. is not my Lance.

He stood up.. He's wearing my favorite red sweater.

"Keith.." He stood there.. tears rolled down his cheeks. He covered his mouth with shock. I stood there motionless. I didn't know what to do. What would you do when you reunion with your newly-wed after a huge fight?

"YOU STUPID ASSHOLE! WHERE WERE YOU!" He ran over to me & into my arms while he yelled on top of his lungs.

"I-I.."

"YOU FUCKING BITCH! WHY DID YOU LEAVE IN THE FUCKING FIRST PLACE! I WAS WORRIED SICK OF YOU! HOW DARE YOU! YOU-YOU.." Lance started to hit my chest while bawling his eyes out.

"Yeah, I know. I am a fucking dumbass.. I know 'cuz what Amu told me earlier today." I wrapped my arms around him and let him cry in my shirt.

"You-You are a dick too!" We giggled a bit.

"Yeah, I am."

"Where were you in the start? The day you randomly walked out of the house!" Lance looked up to me & wiping his face in my shirt. Wow, thanks babe.

"I-I don't really know why and remember.."

"Bad excuse!"

"But-but it's the truth, Lance.."

"Well, it's bad. Anyways, next question. Why did you say all of those things?" Lance's emotion went 0 to 100 real quick.

"I-I.. I guess, I was so overwhelmed at the time. I just wanted to be alone.. I think. I been around people so much. Including so much drama like Amu's situation.. Then I wanted you to stop being protective around me." I let my arms go and Lance back up a bit.

"I am so protective around you because I love you. I been raised in a family full of people. I never was alone or have any privacy. My parents usually so busy with my other siblings & their jobs. I grew up to see my older siblings crying & hurting. I can't see any other people cry anymore. I just.. can't. I will do anything for you & I will." He started to cry again.

"Well, I could at least do some things by myself. I don't want you watching my back 24/7! I love you too, Lance."

"I-I.. I'm sorry." He broke down. He fell onto the grass & he couldn't stop crying.

"No, no! I am sorry! I said some things I shouldn't say! I hurt you & Amulet.." I cried and hugged him.

"My-My mom always told me a story when I am down.. when someone is down, they have allies by our side. No matter what, we will always have allies.. family, friends, soulmate, and people we don't even have a clue about.." Lance wiped his tears in my chest.

"We even have allies who we don't even like.. They will have to makeup their mind to help out.. Allies is everyone, no matter what." Lance held my hand. Our cold hands touched after a long time. I missed it so much.

"Lance, I love you so much. You don't even know how much I do. You stayed by my side when I was a coma, my mom's funeral, & my worse times in my whole life.. I am sorry what I said. I didn't mean it. I love you so much. I am glad I am still with you. I love you so much, McClain." Lance hugged me and we cried even more.

"I love you so much too, Kogane. I'm so sorry as well.. I shouldn't said what I should have say. It was so horrible. I'm so so sorry. I love you so much & I can't live without you."

We sat there under the most beautiful tree. Lance & I finally calmed down and relaxed. We cuddled under the tree looking at the beautiful view of the city.

"Heh.." Lance giggled.

"Hm?" I looked down to my true love.

"Usually, you cry in my arms. The tables have turned!" He kissed me on the lips.

"Heh.. I, Keith Kogane-McClain, love Lance McClain-Kogane so much!" I giggled.

"I, Lance McClain-Kogane, love Keith Kogane-McClain so much too!"

We stayed there for a little longer until.. home, we go!