transgender → klance

fifty-two

I put the key in the car door. I been so deserate for kids! I been so jealous of Amulet & Finn because they are having a kid! I love kids & taking care of them. I always feel a strong guardian of the child.. I just want to be strong, not weak anymore.

♫ "No thank you" is what I should've said, I should be in bed
But temptations of trouble on my tongue, troubles yet to comeOne sip, bad for me
One hit, bad for me
One kiss, bad for me
But I give in so easily
And no thank you is how it should've gone
I should stay strongBut I'm weak, and what's wrong with that?
Boy, oh boy I love it when I fall for that
I'm weak, and what's wrong with that?
Boy, oh boy I love ya when I fall for that
I'm weak
But I'm weak, and what's wrong with that?
Boy, oh boy I love ya when I fall for that
(Boy, oh boy I love ya when I fall for that)No thank you
They call me after dark, I don't want no part
My habits, they hold me like a grudge
I promise I won't budgeOne sip, bad for me
One hit, bad for me
One kiss, bad for me
But I give in so easily
And no thank you is how it should've gone
I should stay strong.. ♫

I listened to the radio while I drove down the highway.

What are you even doing? You fucking left your sad wife at home ALONE!

AGAIN, HE IS MY FUCKING HUSBAND! JUST GET OUT OF MY HEAD!

It's funny to see that you fucking hide your feelings from everyone and your wife! Kate always cries in your arms, but you cried in her arms ONCE! That one time, you were so weak! Ha!

Can you stop for once? I just.. just don't want Keith to see me at my weakest. He been through so much and I am there for him. Also, shut the fuck up about my HUSBAND. If you do it again, I will fucking kill you.

HA! But you can't! I am your mind. I am YOU.

[Calling Brother Carlos]

"Hey Blue! I haven't heard you in a while. How's you and Mr. McClain-Kogane?"

"Hey Carlos.. It's good, so far.. Uh.. Could I stay over at your place for tonight?"

"Sure? What happened?"

"I will explain when I'm there.. See ya bro."

"See ya, Blue!"

I drove out of the highway and taking a small glance at the sunset. Is it only me that sees the sky as a rainbow at sunset? Hear me out! The sun is setting and has red, orange, & yellow surrounded the sun & the sky is blended into it! The sky is a fucking rainbow! Also, it's getting dark at sunsets, so I still and will stand at my sunset opinion.
I drove down the streets to my brother's house. The streets are so modernize! It's so weird! I am used to the city and the most cultured area in the city!

I parked my car in the driveway and walked up the front door. Their house is huge! Wowza! I rang the door bell and waited.

"UNCLE LANCE IS HERE! PAPA! MAMA!" Patrick opened the door and screamed his head off.

"Patrick! Keep it down! Zoey is trying to sle-- LANCEY LANCE!" Geo walked over and hugged me.

"There's my brother!" Carlos ran over and hugged me.

"FAMILY GROUP HUG!!" Daniel yelled and Patrick & him joined in.

"Okay, okay.. You know that I love family hugs, but let's go inside." I cracked a smile adn we all walked inside. I sat down on the couch & Daniel and Patrick kept talking about some kid annoying them at school.
"This kid, Brandon, always annoys us about us being twins! We are twins, but we don't look alike!" Patrick sighed and crossed his arms.
"I hate Brandon!" Daniel did the same. Well... they are fraternal twins! Daniel looks more like Geo & Patrick looks more like Carlos.
  "Guys, hate is a strong word. You can't just play with it." I wrapped my arms around their shoulders.
  "But I hate him!" Patrick whined.
  "Uncle Lance is right. You & Dan have to understand that people are stupid." Geo walked over from upstairs with little Zoey in her arms.
  "BUT MAMA! BRANDON KEPT SAYING RANDOM STUPID QUESTIONS! HE'S SO ANNOYING!" Daniel whined.
  "Maybe, he's curious. Calm down, Dan." I chuckled.
  "Ugh, fine." Dan & Pat rolled their eyes and sighed.
  "Did you guys finish your homework, young men!" Carlos walked over to the couch.
  "Uhhh... yes." Dan & Pat got nervous.
  "Go do it or you won't have any screens for a week!" Geo, Carlos, & I started to laugh by their reactions.
  "AHHHHH NO!" Dan & Pat jumped up and ran up the stairs.
  "BE QUIET!" Carlos yelled.
  "You guys are the best parents." I laughed.
  "Yeah, we are... I'm going to put little Zoey in her little play pit. I will go watch her while you two have a brother-bonding moment." Geo winked and walked upstairs.
  "She-She knows?" I looked at him.
  "She is my wife. She knows me. She knows everything."
  "True."
 
  "Why did you come over? You're usually busy with work & Keith.. what's up?"
  I froze & felt my hands to shake.

Don't be fucking weak around your brother! Coward.

  "Something happened at your place? Blue, tell me. It's okay."
  "...I want kid-kids with Keith." I held my hands together and tried to calm down.
  "You guys could adopt kids." Carlos puts his arm around my shoulders.
  "We.. he wants our kids to be blood-relate to us. We just don't know. I feel like I ruined it for us.."
  "..First, you two have to agreed on something that you both want. You need to talk to him. Second, don't rush! You guys just got married about 3 months ago! Third, research! I heard there's a way that scientist could get your sperm & Keith's egg and put it in tube. So, your kid will grow in a lab."
  A lab?
  "I.. I just don't know how to explain to him. I love him dearly, but I don't want to hurt him."
  "Blue. I know, you don't want to hurt him, but he has to be hurt to learn and grow as a human. He's a human as well, don't be so protective."
   "Thank you so much, Carlos!" I hugged him. If I never had siblings, I probably be very sad or not even be here!

  "Of course! I love you so much, Blue! Now, go watch Zoey & the twins while Geo & I go on our date. We haven't went on a date since Geo was pregnant with Zoey!" He patted my back. I nodded and walked upstairs. I walked into the twins' room. Wow, this room is a mess! Toys & clothes are everywhere! Oh my god!

  "Uncle Lance, could you please help me with spelling? Dan already finished and he won't help me!" Patrick yelled for my name while I walked into their room.

  "Yeah, I will help, but Danny have to clean up the room." Dan started to clean up and I helped little Pat. They helped help up their room & house while I carried little Zoey in my arms. When Patrick & Daniel went to sleep, I stayed at couch and watching Zoey play with her toys.

  "Zoey.. I am glad you have great parents. Listen to them and don't disagree with them, but only disagree if it is truly true.. I hope you will get a little cousin soon." I hugged Zoey to my chest and sighed.

  "Lance! I luv you~" Zoey looked up to me and smile big.

  "I luv you too~" I kissed her forehead.

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KEITH'S BDAY IS TODAY OH SHIT.

I was planning to make another chapter, but I am tired rn. ;-;

Anyways, I love you all <3

QOTD: How many siblings do you have?

AOTD: I have an older sister. My parents "adopt" (my roommates' kids are my siblings tbh) kids, so I have 7 other siblings (not including my older sister). One of my "siblings" is actually my internet friends! My parents treat him as a son because what he is going on.