transgender → klance

sixty-two

  "Babe.. You sure about this?" Lance's grip on my hand got tighter and tighter when we walked toward to the entrance.
  "Yes, I am. I want to know about my family history.. Time to say hi to my dad and my half- brother." I sighed and walked inside. Lance and I signed in and get checked if we have any weapons on us. Sadly, Lance brought his weapon.. his dick. JUST KIDDING! We both went inside safely and didn't get in trouble by the security guards. We waited in the empty room for my dad.. I was so nervous.

He's going to kill you AND your Lancey-Lance!~
What if he is going to break the glass between you guys and strangle you too death like Kathy?
What if he is so angry at you still?
Isn't he homophobia and transphobic? Remember the times where he kept yelling at you because YOU are HIS DAUGHTER~ Good times..

"Babe! Your dad is coming!" Lance held my hand tighter and tighter.
"Ah! Sorry, Lance.." I sighed and felt my hands shake.
"Calm down, Keith. It's going to be okay. I'm here with you." Lance did that adorable smiled and kissed my cheek.
"O-Okay.." I nodded.

The man who left my family and I alone for years with nothing finally came in the room. His expression when he saw Lance and I. God, it will be in my nightmares for the rest of my life! My dad looked so... surprised? I don't know to describe it, but he looked surprised and.. angry, I guess.

"K-Katie?" Keller sat down at his seat and spoke. God, his voice is terrifying!
"Keith. Not Kate." I got a bit angry and Lance's hand's grip got tighter.
"..Wh-What do you mean?" He looked confused.
"I'm transgender and homosexual, Keller. I'm just a guy who sexually likes other guys. Understood, now?" I became super salty! I don't know why and how I got so salty in a short period of time.
"...You can't be! You're my daughter. You're my Kate!" Keller got angry and about to stand up until the guards yelled at him and made him sit back down.
"First, I'm Keith, not Kate! Second, I disowned you as my father, so I am not your child anymore. Why would I want to be a child of a murder of my own mother?" I rolled my eyes.
"K-Kate!— I don't want to talk it anymore. Anyways, why did you come here and who is this guy?" Keller rolled his eyes and pointed at Lance.
"I came here because I wanted to know more about my family history, so I'm talking to you AND Kai. This guy is my husband, Lance. He been there for through all of this bullshit. Thanks to you." I laid my head on his shoulder to annoy Keller. I rolled my eyes because he's just an asshole!
  "Wait— You know about Kai?!? How? When?" Keller yelled. The guards yelled at him again.
  "Uncle Kelvin told me about you, the affair, Kai, and basically everything that you have done.... How fucking dare you? Mom died because of you! You killed her! You almost killed me—" My eyes got watered and I yelled my head off. Lance made me calm down by hugging me and whispering "shhh.. calm down, it's okay".
  "You don't know MY side of the story!" He yelled and gave me the glare.
"Then what is it." I am already down with this bullshit, but I wanted to listen more.
"Your mom... I love her, but I fell out of love. I wanted something new. Your mother was so focused on her work or her brother. I wanted her attention on me. Yeah, I did have an affair, but.. at the time, your mom and I kept having arguments.. so.. uhh.. I found a woman." He sighed and looked down.
"What arguments?" Lance spoke and wrapped his arm around my waist.
"...Arguments about how I had a bad drinking addiction. This woman had more money and wanted me. I had to take it! I needed money and your mom didn't care about me, so yeah." He sighed.
"Oh my god! I-I'm leaving! Lance! Come on!" I stood up and dragged Lance with me when I stormed out of the room.
"Y-You okay?" Lance spoke when we signed out.
"Yeah.. just want to leave this place. As far away from that man." I sighed and snuggled under Lance's arm.
"Okay, we will do that." He kissed my head and we walked out of the entrance.

Why is Lance calm? My fucking father murdered my mother and attempted to murder me! I was in a coma! My father abandoned me! Ugh! God! I don't understand. Lance is always the bigger person... well.. that's good. I'm stupid, ugh.

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Here's a list of insults I have said:
-ass crack
-asshole
-butt crack
-bitch
-motherfucker
-fucker
-hoe
-slut
-demon
-bloody hell

Why am I like this^