transgender → klance

forty-nine

We went into the doctor's office & I held onto Lance's hand very tight. It's time for Lance & I to only find out the sex of our niece or nephew. We walked inside an office & Amulet laid down on the bed. Lance & I sat by and couldn't stop giggling. What? Finn kept being so careful when he had to put the gel on Amu's tummy and had to push to feel the baby's heartbeat. Lance, Finn, Amulet, and I decided to call the baby "Bean" as a nickname because the baby is a small bean! Also, we are all small beans.

"So.. What is Bean's sex?" We could tell Amulet is super anxious & excited.

"Hold on.. Have you felt Bean kicking?" Dr. Forte asked Amu while writing down on her clip-board.

"Yeah, Bean kicks A LOT."

"Heh, thank you... Have any names so far?" Dr. Forte looked up to all of us. We smiled and excited.

"We all & including our close friends agreed on naming our kids after space names! We all enjoyed learning & viewing space. We never decided a name yet because we want to know the sex first." I smiled at Dr. Forte. I am super excited for Bean to be in a world who they will surround with love.

"Awwwwe, that's adorable!" The doctor smiled and checked Amu for any bad signs.

After another 30 minutes of waiting for Miss Amulet & her soul mate, Dr. Forte called us out. She called us out to the hallway with her. Time for the big news!

"Ready to find out Bean's sex?"

"Yes! Yes! Yes!" I jumped up & down with excitement.

"Calm down, babe. Yeah, we're ready." Lance held my hand tighter & we kept a huge smile on our faces.

"Amulet Gyeong & Finn Murphy will have a... baby boy!" Dr. Forte cracked a smile.

A BOY! A BOY! WE'RE HAVING A NEPHEW!

"OH MY GOSH! OH MY! LANCE!" Tears rolled down my cheeks. I was so happy! I hugged Lance & Dr. Forte with excitement. Ahh! Bean is a boy!

"AHHHH! BGJVDKBLBKJ" Lance started to scream into my shirt when we hugged.

"Shhhhh!"

"So sorry!.. But oh my god!"

"Congratulations, you're having a nephew!" She smiled at us while tears rolled down our face.

"THANK YOU SO MUCH!" We hugged Dr. Forte very tight. We all know that nothing involve with her, but she did helped out with Amu, Finn, & our little bean! I AM SO HAPPY! AHHHH! 

We walked back into the room. Amu & Finn looked very concerned because they saw our dry tears. I can't wait for Amu & Finn to find out the sex of Bean. Finn drove us all home and Miss Amulet kept asking me what sex Bean is. AHHHHHH! I am the worse with surprises, mostly Amu, because she somehow snaps me! That little dork!

  "BUTTT KEITH! WHAT IS BEAN'S SEX! IT IS MY KID!" Amulet whined while Finn unlocked their apartment front door.

  "Well, you will find out soon! Don't worry, Amu." Lance caught me before I talked because I almost snapped. I hate her, ugh. 

  "BUT BIG BROS! PLEASE!!" Amulet whined & jumped up and down.

  "Come on, babe. You're taking a nap while I am going to clean up a bit." Finn helped Amulet inside.

  "Thank you so much, guys... and.." Finn peek his face out of the door.

  "Hm?" Lance wrapped his arm around me.

  "..Give us a hint! I have to know!!" Finn started to whine.

  "No hints! You & Amu will know when we will tell you. That's not the time." I teased him and walked to our apartment. Lance & I sat in our office and did our work. Lance is practicing on his guitar while I wrote an article about my life. To be honest.. I been writing blogs on my own website that Miss Katie Holt made for me. I been writing about.. me! My actually job is just me writing articles about stupid modern shit like "Is Kylie Jenner Pregnant or Fat??". Ugh, I want a REAL job! I am not saying that being a writer isn't a job, but.. writing about a young girl and about her life 24/7 isn't a job! I wanted to be a writer because I enjoyed writing and I want to spread good & love. Society only focus on the bad of the world, but good is always there, but never mention.. Momma always told me that.. Sigh.

  "Kogane?"

  "McClain.

  "I have a question.."

  "Yeah, go for it!"

  "Do you want kids?"

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Ugh, I am having the worst day ever. I broke down in my 6th period class because I was so overwhelmed. Last Friday, I failed a quiz because I stayed up watching Voltron season 4. My teacher watched me cry because I was so stressed out while doing my quiz. When he passed back my quiz today, I knew I failed. He said, "Relax". I CAN'T RELAX! I ALREADY HAVE SO MUCH TO DO! I HAVE FAMILY PROBLEMS & SCHOOL PROBLEMS. ALSO, I HAVE MY FRIENDS WHO USE ME FOR ADVICE AND MONEY B/C THEY THINK I HAVE A FUCK LOAD OF MONEY. I DON'T! I JUST WAS RAISED IN A FAMILY WHO LIVED IN A HUGE HOUSE. THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I AM RICH! I DON'T EVEN FEEL SUPPORT AT HOME OR SCHOOL. MY PARENTS JUST SAY THAT THEY LOVE & SUPPORT ME B/C THEY JUST WANT ME OUT OF THE ROOM. THEY DON'T EVEN SUPPORT ME OF BEING GAY! I AM GAY! ugh, I am fine. Just.. thank you & i love you.

QOTD: Your opinion(s) on Season 4 if you have a chance to watched it.

AOTD: go to my profile, go to the link in my bio, and watch my recent video. That will explain it. ;)