transgender → klance

fifty-three

I couldn't really sleep last night. I am so used to Lance aside to me in bed. I am fucking disappointed! I really had to ruin the moment! Ugh, I hate myself.

"I'm home, babe." I heard the front door open and my husband's voice. I got up from my desk and walked into the living room.
"Hi babe.." I scratched the back of my head. Ahhhh, it's awkward. We made awkward eye connect. Should I do something..?
Lance started to walk into the office. Usually when he goes in the office, he's going to practice music or lines for an episode. He doesn't want me to disturb him because he gets embarrassed easily.
"Bab— Lance!"
"Hm?" He turned around to face time.
"I'm sorry for making it awkward yesterday.. I just.. overwhelmed by the fact that we are having kids.. I never got the feeling of having siblings or anything.." I played wth my hands and looked down to the floor.
"Kogane, it's alright. I hushed it. I'm sorry. I was about to research even more about the baby business. Carlos told me that we could grow a baby in a tube. It's weird, but we could try it." Lance lifted up my chin and kissed my forehead.
"Really?"
"Scientists could get my sperm & your egg into a tube and magic!.. I think that's how it works." He smiled.
"Oh how cool!" I got excited and jumped up and down.
"I will research then I will practice my lines for my show. You could do whatever you will like." I nodded and kissed his cheek.
"Yeah, okay. I will check on Amulet & Finn then. Good luck on research, McClain." I kissed him.
"Bye Mr. Kogane-McClain!" He smiled and I walked it of the apartment.

I walked to Amulet & Finn's apartment and knocked onto the door.
"Hello~" Finn opened the door and waved at me.
"Hi Finn! Where's Amulet?"
"She's in the living room doing her online classes. I was about to go out and get something to eat. Could you go watch Amulet while I'm gone?" Finn smiled.
  "Yeah, of course. See ya dork!" I waved him goodbye while he left. I closed the front door and looked around the apartment. I was surprised that Finn & Amulet kept the place so clean! They're 18 and 17 years old demons and another demon on the way.

  "BABE!" Amulet screamed from upstairs.
  "AMULET!" I screamed back.
  "RED!!" Amu screamed. I ran upstairs and knocked on the bedroom door.
  "Come in, hoe." Amulet laughed. That fucking bitch.
  "I'm here to watch you and Bean."
  "Wow! I'm an young adult! I don't need to be watched! You're not my dad!" Amulet joking rolled her eyes and smirked.
  "You're only 17 years old who is pregnant. First, you're whiny. Second, you need to be take care of since you are young and have a baby. Third, you probably do something stupid no matter what." I laughed and laid right next to her on the bed.
  "HAHAHAHH TRUE!" Amulet and I laughed our asses off for a couple of minutes.

  "Hey Amulet, could I ask you something?"
  "Yeah?"
  "What's your honest experience and opinion of you being a pregnant mom?" I made eye contact with Amulet. I really been thinking about it because I know that she been acting so weirdly different than before she got pregnant.
  "...I don't know how to explain in words, but.. being a teen mom who has so much support is great. Yes, my parents still don't want to talk to me and my own brother is a wimp to talk to me, but I have you, Lance, & Finn. Sometimes, I get the worst panic attacks because the thought of me without the support. After I told Jacob that I was pregnant with his kid... he yelled at me and threatened to kill our kid if I didn't get an abortion. I knew that I didn't get an abortion, but my mind went insane. I went insane enough that I almost tried to kill myself. Yeah, Jacob messed me up.. bad. But! I have Finn! He's the one who wants to help me and take care of Bean! Ahh! Just, I can't think a fact without crying of me without any of you being here with me right now." She broke down while her hands around her stomach.
"What happens if Jacob could have killed me? What happens if I did have an abortion? Will I still be with him?"
"Amulet Gyeong! You will always have me! I am your fucking cousin! I love you so much! You're like a little sister to me. You will always have support no matter what." I hugged her while she cried.
"I just want everything to be normal. Everyone look at me weird because I have a big stomach and I'm a teen! I hate it so much! I just want to be looked at normally! I'm a human! Ugh!" She shoved a pillow into her face and screamed into it. That's the kid that I grew up with!
  "Humans are just assholes!" I giggled and pated her stomach.
  "Keithhhh!!" She sat up quick and pulled on my shirt.
  "What??"
  "I'm going to sleep, so GO AWAY BITCH." She started to laugh and she pushed me off the bed. THAT HOE.

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AHHHH I AM SO SORRY THAT I BEEN SO INACTIVE BECAUSE SCHOOL SUCKS AND I BEEN UNMOTIVATED. ALSO MY LAPTOP IS BROKEN ;-;

QOTD: Names for Bean? (Must be Galaxy related)

AOTD: I'm thinking of... i dont know actually.