transgender → klance

fifty-one

"Do you want kids?" I felt my gut got shattered.. I turned to Lance who is my side.. He looks serious. His blue eyes always amazes me. I still dislike my eye color because I was bullied about it a lot.

"..What?"

"Keith.. Do you want kids?"

"..I do want kids, but how?"

"We-We could.. uh.. I don't know.."

He's hinting that he wants you drop your phase and have his kids! Just drop it! It been fucking years!

"..Let's research." Lance took my hand and we walked up to our bedroom... I am in shocked. I don't know why. I can't produce babies! I am trasngender!..... Do I have to stop being trans for our kids?

"I-I am sorry." The only words I could speak.

"What do you mean?" Lance put the laptop off of his lap and he was directly toward me. Shit.

"..I-I do want kids, but.. I am trans. I remember us having a long conversation about us agreeing that we have children that are blood related to us. The thing is.. how?"

"..Surrogate?"

"But who? What about the blood relate conversa-" We agreed on this!

"I don't care anymore about the blood relate! We both want kids and our kids will be our family. It doesn't matter, Keith... Come on, babe.. I know you really want kids, but we must find a way for us to have kids at least!"

"..We should contact our doctor or whatever.. Search up how much a surrogate is." I kissed him and tried to relax. Lance wrapped his arm around me and sang to me.

♫ Do you hear me? I'm talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will.. ♫

"Kogane?"

"Yes, McClain?"

"Are.. Are we ready to be parents? Being a parent is a HUGE responsibility. You are only 20 & I am almost turning 21 in two months! Are we too young to be parents..?"

"..I think we are. Hey! Amulet is 17 and having a kid in 4 months! We are never too young!" We chuckled.

"I took care of my nephews, niece, & cousins before and they are a pain in an ass!" Lance smiled. I will never get tired of his smile. He always makes my day so much better. I-I can't believe I am married with him who is perfect.

"I am so sorry, but could we please talk this baby business later? I need to relax.. I am sorry." I sighed. I already have so much on my plate! I have my baby cousin who is 5 months pregnant, my job who I kinda enjoy, my family who is still have lots drama, and me. I have a lot of things who are still blocking me from my goal. My mind wants to end it all. I don't want to, but my mind always convince me. I really want kids, but I just don't know if we can take care of small humans! What if I am a horrible dad! AHHHHH!

A dad? HAHAHAHHAHA!

Really, now?

Your stubbornness is blocking you and Lance to have kids!

"Yeah.. of course." Lance nodded and shut the computer's lid. He acting differently.. He's being quiet, that's not him! IS HE MAD AT ME??

"I'm going to help out with Carlos & Geo with their kids.. See ya later, Keith." Lance stood up and put on his normal clothes.

"Uh.. okay.. Be safe!" I walked up to him and put my hand on his back.

"Yeah, I will. Bye." Lance didn't even glance at me! He walked downstairs and out of the front door. I guess, he is mad at me.. I will just let him be, I guess. I laid back down on the bed.

"Momma, I wish you were here to help me out.." I sighed and tears slowly went down my cheeks.

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Hello! It's Jac (if you didn't know my name)

I hope you are having a good day!

I had the worse panic attack ever last night. I couldn't breathe because my lungs were overwhelmed & I have modern asthma. My whole body was numb & the room was spinning. I just couldn't handle everything right now.

Anyways, I love you & thank you for reading! Please vote & follow me for more chapters!

QOTD: Any names for Amulet's child & Klance's child?

AOTD: remember that the voltron squad made a promise that they will name their kids after space ;)