Holding You (BoyxBoy)

"If you say so". Chapter 18

"If you say so". Chapter 18

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*Jordan's POV*

It's been seven whole days, seven whole days
Since you paralyzed me.
Seven whole days, seven whole days
Since you lost your fight.
And I can't get the last words that you said,
Can't get those words out of my head.
Seven whole days, seven whole days
And four words.

And I can't get away from the burning pain,
I lie awake.
And the fallen hero haunts my thoughts,
How could you leave me this way?

( I looked at Jennifer and Jacqueline hugging and crying throwing yellow roses into Tasha's casket deep in the ground , I kept singing in tribute for Tasha)

It's been seven whole days
Without your embrace.
I want to see your face,
I got some things to say.
Was just a week ago,
You said, "I love you girl."
I said, "I love you more."
Then a breath, a pause, you said,
If you say so.
If you say so.
If you say so.
If you say so.

It's been seven whole days, seven whole days
Since I heard the phone ring.
Seven whole days, seven whole days
Since I heard your voice.
And I can't get the last words that you say,
Can't get those words out of my head.
It's been seven whole days, seven whole days
Of pure hurt.

(Tears poured from my eye's but I continued singing , Tasha deep into my thoughts)

And I can't get away from the burning pain,
I lie awake.
And the fallen hero haunts my thoughts,
How could you leave me this way?

It's been seven whole days
Without your embrace.
I want to see your face,
I got some things to say.
Was just a week ago,
You said, "I love you girl."
I said, "I love you more."
Then a breath, a pause, you said,
If you say so.
If you say so.
If you say so.
If you say so.

I can't believe it's true,
I keep looking for you,
I check my phone and wait
To hear from you.
In the crowded room
The joker is so cruel.

And now I'll never know,
If all I've been told
Is just a lie so bold,
I thought we would grow old.
Mirrors in the smoke
Left me here to choke.

It's been seven whole days
Without your embrace.
I want to see your face,
I got some things to say.
Was just a week ago,
You said, "I love you girl."
I said, "I love you more."
Then a breath, a pause, you said,
If you say so.
If you say so.
If you say so.
If you say so.

I finished the song as Jennifer was on the ground crying , I wiped my tears and went to her as I hugged her. My heart really reached out to them , we were a family and the thought of losing someone so important hurt me and I could not imagine Jennifer and how she felt.

I hugged her tightly giving her my embrace as a sense of comfort or at least some type of comfort.

I helped Jennifer up from the ground as I heard her sobs grew louder , she went into Petah's arms. I reached in my back pocket and took out my , yellow flower (Tasha's Favorite color) I through it into the ground as it hit the casket. I loved Tasha a lot and since I met her she has helped me with any problems I have had and we grew apart when she started dating Jc but I still loved her as my sister.