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[ENOUGH]
14.10.17 - 14:22PM

Maybe it's all in my head.
This teenage fantasy of mine.
But I need to make it worthwhile, because I'll never have it back.
I bet he doesn't care.
Or maybe he does, or he doesn't, or I'm stupid, stupid, stupid for believing for one moment that I could actually have something.

I'd have to end it anyway...
...Now I wonder if true happiness exists,
But I know it does.
Why does everything have to be like this?
I'll stop running.
But only if you do.

But if you keep going, so will I.

How do you expect me to be okay,
When you say lovely words,
Then a cluster of abuse?
I hate you then I love you,
You love me then you hate me.
Then we get angry for letting ourselves get out of control.

But you never listen,
And neither do I.

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