Clouded Dreams

Take Me Home 2

Couldn't choose

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[TAKE ME HOME]

If I lost you, how much would it hurt?

All these books and think it was overrated. 
Of course, you would think that, because you've never felt the pain.

If you've never felt the pain, you are entering the book blind

If you sacrifice yourself for love for a limited amount of time, and immerse yourself in its waters, it's suicide.

Cause if this hurts so much, imagine if you were in love, then letting go of the person. The pain intensified x3.

When the clocks beam the dreaded zeros, time runs out and we disperse.

I ask myself where did the time go 

Running away with the gemmed memoirs, imprinted in my mind

The days we played football on never-ending fields, I can't play to save my life, so I stand aside and watch the joy come through your beautiful face

Wondering aimlessly through these congested corridors that hold memories between the walls.

Playing your piece on the same chords, every time I think about the song, I'm on the verge of tears

How I would give anything to be in that moment while you play that annoying piece, that doesn't seem so annoying anymore

Our moments may have been short, but everything was worth it with you

Because I finally found something I lost so long ago, something I've never managed to keep for more than 2 years.

A friendship with meaning. 

Your words are blessed triggering thoughts from miles away. 

I wish you were more proud of yourself, more proud if your talents, more proud of how beautiful you are, inside and out. 

 Take more joy in each step you take, be happy for you! 

I promise we'd carry on, but I'm petrified that it may not have the same spark. That we've grown apart, like the distance of me being 149 miles away

I promise I promise, bad, bad, don't take it personally. Don't be so hard on yourself. 

If I fall would you catch me?
Like a long distant memory.

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A/N It hurts so much, I had to let go of one of my close friends, I knew her for long about 3 years, but never got to know who she truly was until about 6 months ago, May 2017 summer was awesome, I have so many memories to love, but our friendship was well spent. You know that feeling you get when you finally get to know someone and they're actually quite decent? That's her, and if this is how much it hurts a friendship gone, I wonder how it feels like if you had to abandon someone you liked...

All the stars, the backing violins just brought so much nostalgia.

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