Zoë

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[Zoë]
30.01.18 - 6:33PM

Her mood shifts like the changing colours  of the world
Her smile should be one of life's mysteries,
Storm everlasting.

Sometimes I found her. It was the best feeling in the world.
Sometimes I lost her. That's when I lost myself.

How you'd talk about rehearsals and another fantastic guy you met, seemed to be the same idiot who stabbed you in the back

The joy of me finally feeling that feeling I thought I lost, the only thing I'd go on about seems so pathetic now.

I admit sometimes it felt good to argue, how would you know it was real if we didn't come back?

I'd look forward to your smile, that you tried to hide

Mood swings that seemed to last a lifetime
Our conversations that would go past 00:00 AM

Your positive spirit, I always wondered how you kept that 
Your true words were spoken on reality

It's should be a human great wonder how she copes, still managing to sing in tune while she's drunk.

The world around us is falling apart, you'll find her drinking Pepsi or Monster.
Some of us scared, some of us gracefully taking the punches of life

No matter how crazy thing was. The sky full of dust, our minds full of poison or wisdom, taking advantage of our youth

Never waste a single moment, never forsaking it like most did and realizing too late what they lost those many years ago...

It's our teenage fantasy and were living it.

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A/N This is for you Zoë, for you having to cope with my crappy conversation starters. I should've done this a long time ago, I should never have said goodbye to you, maybe I should have said something like, "Till we meet again, we'll cross paths one day."

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