Left behind

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[LEFT BEHIND]
16.06.18 - 6:41PM

See I lost my lover, I had to leave him behind 
Following all the things that made me, me 

I feel afraid, I feel ashamed, can't even look him in the eye, I turn away in guilt and regret weighs again
I say, darling I'm sorry, I gotta, run again, it's not my fault, I'm sorry, I'm sorry 
You look in anger, I tell myself your upset, 
You scream, no why do you have to do this to me?

Can't you see I'm begging, can't you see I'm in this pain,
How do you think I feel?
I never wanted to leave you, told you this would happen, that's the only reason I didn't get in
But my feelings for you, too strong

You tell me, "don't forget it, don't forget me too" 
Sweet nothings. 
I know you wanted me gone, I just made it easier for you.

So this is goodbye. 

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