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💔💣 SELF-DESTRUCT
16.04.18 - 23:34

Q: Why do you love school they ask?
A: My friends, I'd be nothing without them.

But what do you do if you didn't have them. What would your life be? Empty voids.
What would your hellish life be?
What would you love?

If you had no one anymore.
If things got really lonely. Again.

The support and the light they would rain down on you out of nowhere like a storm of hope, a smile a few tricks that always made you feel alive again, recharge and regain your confidence.

It's all gone. (Imagination, but if it was, why do I still feel it? Imagination is based off truths)

It's like I feel nothing.
I can't even feel my tears, my heart's broken but I can't find the pieces to place them together.
I search the floor for lost memories but I keep getting stabbed by the broken pieces.

It feels like your heart stops.
Everything dies down in a second, everything that makes you, you shuts down in seconds.
I can't express my feelings anymore, they look on and think I'm mad but really I don't know anymore.

I belong nowhere.

Already hit self-destruct,
it's only in my mind

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