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[NOT GOOD ENOUGH]
22.07.18 - 17:45
She's supposed to be my life support, although it doesn't feel like it
I will never be good enough in your eyes
Want me to be someone I'm not
Want me to be your version of perfect, although it doesn't exist
I'm finding it hard to love you
Listen and believe you
Because all you do is pour indicators on my heart, leaving all to see
And when I show you my fireworks you turn a blind eye
Exposing your true colours.
When more imperfections cloud over me
You look in disgrace of what you've created
And spill your poison for all to hear
Breached trust, broken hearts
I don't know how much more of this I can take
Why is it every time I try to be beautiful, that's when you make me feel ugly?
I want you to be my perfect love photograph but you keep messing with the frame
Because of your carelessness, I instinctively hate all those who try to love me
Clouds try to reach out to me but I stare at the blue until the sky is cloudless
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Clouded Dreams
Puisi|| THE MOTIONS. Who knew the devil had the kindest eyes? CLOUDED DREAMS by LITYEAR. A couple of clouded dreams, clouded memories, clouded love, clouded thoughts. Free verse poetry, the feelings and thoughts that a an everyday motion. (3.10.17 - 29.1...
