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[LISTEN]  29.05.18 - 11:29AM

The reality is light brings relief from the darkness

The song butterfly effect came on when I saw you
I almost forgot about you
Forced you to the back of my mind

Today you seemed distracted, different, afraid
You didn't talk instead you listened
Maybe because you're in your zone, loving to express yourself in drawings
Mine in words
Wonder if you were listening
Eyes heavily distracted, hear me out
Of course, I want to look you in the eye, it's difficult

You glanced, you turned, I ignore, it's my matter of defence
I wonder what you were thinking
I talked long and hard about how my emotions fail to show
About home, running away
I need to forget

Feeling bad, gonna have to grow up
Didn't know it was gonna blow up like this
Wonder like you was gonna tell me something, too afraid, too afraid.
That day I folded in, while you spread your wings

Next day, my turn, talked and talked more than I have in 4 months, open your eyes and hear me
Understand my pain
I kinda want to tell you to keep staring
Tell you to give up
To back off
Make up your mind
How do I know if you feel the same
To know you
Your feelings
In everything you do

They tell me to let you go, why are you afraid
Let him go
I can't. I cannot

You don't want me. Do you?

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