My promise fulfilled

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[MY PROMISE FULFILLED] 
05.10.18

My tearstained life, 
lies before me, each page turning, 

she will never understand how much she meant to me.

How long I waited for her.
Through smiles of happiness plagued with fear in mind

How long will I last?
How long can I go on like this

Living a lie of popularity, when no one sees the truth

All seem to be blind
I held on to my outcry, waiting. 

My promise fulfilled, that's all I asked of you
Stolen away.

Nothing seems to make sense anymore,
In the constant company of strangers, 
sing my life, only I'm just another number to you. 

Another face. 
Tell me my life story, only the book doesn't exist.
Unknown. You've disowned me.
My lies of deception, divert my attention to disloyalty 
Loyalty. What do I owe? 
Plague of disloyalty, follow me around.
My kindness. My love, what have you done!? 

I've lost my way, myself. I've lost myself.

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A/N I miss you. Spring day says it all.



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