Not a Phase- Thiam (Theo + Liam)

Night Terrors

Theo's POV

"I need you Theo." Those words echoed through my head. I lay there not knowing what to do Liam is laying on top of me asleep, and damn does he just look beautiful. What did I do to deserve this. Deserve him. Nothing. My eyes slowly start closing and I let the darkness over come me.

"Theeeeeeoooooooo" No no no no. Not this again is all I could think. There she was. Ripping out my heart well hers, on an endless loop. Over and over and over and over again.

"NOOOOOO PLEASE IM SO SORRY" I scream waking up. Liam's arms are wrapped around me. "It's okay Theo. She's not there it's not real. This is real. You're here. Right now, with me." I look up tears streaming down my face.

"I'm so sorry." I manage to choke out.

"Sorry for what?" Liam says so gently that it sounded like melted butter.

"Everything. I don't deserve this. You. I killed Scott, I killed a lot of people Josh, Tracy. My sister. I caused Stiles and Malia to break up. Same with Scott and Stiles I ruined their friendship. I manipulated you into killing Scott. I manipulated everyone to believe I was a good person when I'm not. I deserve to be in a endless limbo of my sister ripping out her heart and taking it back. I deserve pain. I deserve to die." Liam sat there in shock that those words came out of my mouth.

"Theodore Karl Raeken, yes you do deserve this. You deserve everything to the moon and back. You were manipulated into doing all of those terrible things by the Dread Doctors it's their fault not yours, and they're dead now they're gone. You didn't ask for any of this. You didn't ask to be raped, forced into killing your sister and many others. You didn't ask to be turned into something that would change your life completely. But you know what you do deserve. You deserve to be loved, to be happy, to be you."

"Thank you." I kiss Liam softly not wanting to ruin the moment. Liam and I lay back down on the couch into the position we once were. Like two pieces to a puzzle. The perfect combination. We lay there and fall into a peace full sleep.

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Q&A
Am I rushing Thiam?

Hopefully not.