Tell Me What is Love (D.O. Kyungsoo/EXO Fanfic)

Chapter 19: Bias List

Hey guys :) I hope you liked the last chapter even if it was a little short, but I'm gonna post another one right up. I dont like you guys waiting so long. Please enjoy! :) Komawo

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Flashback POV. "I'm going to the washroom," D.O. said as I sat on my bed. I nodded my head and smiled a half smile. 

Before he left the room, he turned around and said, "I hope you had fun today", but with the driest tone ever. 

"Yes I did, Chanyeol-oppa made it fun for me," I replied, challenging him. I saw D.O. tense up at my comment. He stared at me and left the room the second after. 

I was going to slip between my sheets when I heard footsteps come near my door followed by a light knock. The door opened after I allowed the person to come in. Chanyeol slipped his head through the doorway, smiled at me and entered, with Kai yawning behind him. 

"Hey guys, what are you doing here?" I questioned while sitting up.

"Hey _____-ah, Kai was uhh, he was wondering if he could sleep in his room? He says he misses D.O., so I was wondering if it would be good with you to sleep with me in my room instead?" Chanyeol asked nervously, with a shy smile and red cheeks forming on his face. 

"Yah, Chanyeol-hyung, it was y-..." Kai sluggishly spoke while being half asleep, but Chanyeol nudged him in the ribcage with his elbow, making the dancer squirm a little. 

I laughed shyly and stood up, collecting my suitcases from the closet. "Sure, I'll "move in" with you, if that's what will make you happy, hahaha."

Chanyeol grinned brightly and pushed Kai towards the bed, who just fell lifeless onto it, exhausted from the day. Chanyeol picked my things up and we headed quietly to his room. End POV.  

"Welcome to the Happy Virus' domain, my dear," Chanyeol boasted, "you may choose which ever bed you want, I put new sheets on both of them when we arrived."

He looked so proud of his accomplishment, sounding like a big boy succeeding in an endeavor. He was so cute.

"Thanks Chanyeollie-oppa," I commented with an equally big smile. "I'll take the one on the right." I put my things in the wardrobe, hopped on the bed a little and laid down on my side, facing Chanyeol, who did the same. 

"So, did you plan for me to be your new roommate, for you to change the sheets like that, oppa?" I flirted with a playful tone. 

"Uhh, no, having a new bed and a new roommate is always nice," the EXO member replied, trying to hide his nervousness by lying. "Anyway Kai always disturbs me at night when he moves around too much, so..." I pouted at him and flashed him a teasing look. "Okay fine, hahaha. I had a lot of fun with you at the park today, and wanted to spend more time with you because your trip here is almost over." 

'Park Chanyeol, you little punk,' I though to myself, which made me smile. 

"Yeah, I had fun with you too. You made me laugh a lot, thanks," I confessed and smirked at him. Both of us turned red. "It sucks that I don't have much time left, I'm leaving in like 12 days. There's still so much I haven't seen and done here..." 

Chanyeol stayed silent for a while, looking at the ceiling. 

"Can't you stay any longer?" he spoke with his deep voice. "Is there a way you can postpone your flight?" 

"Hmm... I don't know, but if there's a way, then I'll definitely do it," I said with a determined spirit. 

"Cool! I'll help you with that, and Suho-hyung too."

We looked at each other at that last comment and burst out laughing. For sure, Junmoney was gonna help me. Freakin' $uho was always there whenever we need him. LOL. 

I really liked Chanyeol. I felt comfortable and was myself around him. We had the same humour and the same personality: always happy, very loud, joking all the time, just living life with a smile on our faces. We vibed together without forcing or faking it, and we were talking about everything and anything. We were like the same person, but in two different bodies, and sometimes I felt like he was the older brother I never had. Even if I felt happy around him , my heart still ached by the fact that D.O. did not come looking for me. It pained me to see my bias not give any shits about me. 

"______," he spoke into the silence of the night after hours of conversating, "Uhhh, this might sound weird, but if D.O.'s your favorite member in EXO, then where do I stand on your bias list?"

I smiled to myself. Of course, I knew he was going to end up asking me that question, every idol must want to know right?

"Well, you're second on my podium, with Sehun," I answered honestly, while covering my face in embarrassment. I peeked at Chanyeol to see his reaction. 

"With Sehun? What, why? Why can't I be the only second one?" he questioned playfully but sounding sad at the same time. 

"Well, uhh, I don't really know, I love you both equally, hahaha..." You didn't know how to answer that question. 

"But... Why do you like D.O. that much? What is so special about him that I don't have? Is it because he's a better singer than me? Or better looking?..." Chanyeol started to get too agitated for my liking. He was so into the question that he was unconsciously raising his voice.

"Oppa, oppa, oppa! Shhhhh, calm down you're practically yelling," I asserted, waving my hands up and down for him to lower his volume. He felt a little bad and covered his mouth shyly.

"Ohh sorry, hahah, I let myself go a little," he chuckled while rubbing his neck. "It's just that, arg, I want to know what type of guy you're into, you know? It's intriguing. I mean I feel like I have the whole package, yet I'm only your second favorite... Well, even then you can't even decide between me or Sehun." 

His words dug deep into my soul. Was he... Confessing? What did he mean by all of this?

"_____, can't I be the guy you like too? I mean, instead? Like, the only guy?" he admitted while sitting up on the mattress and gazing directly into my soul. Holy shit, you've got to be kidding me... 

A rush of emotions struck me at once: joy but sadness, excitement but confusion, love but betrayal. I simply did not have the words to respond to him. I merely sat on my bed too, with my mouth wide-open, tears welling up in my eyes and my heart beating irregularly.

"I don't know if D.O. likes you back, but I can see that he doesn't seem to give you back anything in return," Chanyeol stated, still looking at me intensely, "But I feel like you and me... Like uhh, you know... What I'm trying to say is that... Nan jeongmal dangsin-eul joh-ahaeyo, _____-ah (I really like you)..."

'Shit... I like you too, Chanyeol but, am I even sure that I like you that way, or was I just fooling myself when I was using you to make D.O. jealous? Do I love you like a lover, like a brother, or a friend? Damn it, _____, what did you get yourself into?...'