Left (Season 3): Despair.

Panglimampu.

Panglimampu.

The moment that I've been dreading!

"Anong nangyari guys?" Rodmar asked.

No one answered him. Waring lahat ay nararamdaman ang tensiyon na mangyayari kapag nalaman ni Kat ang nangyari kay Jayjay. Puta

Napahawak ako sa tiyan ko. Ramdam ang kalabog sa puso ko. Kinakabahan ako. Sa sobrang kaba ko napalundag ako ng may umakbay sa akin.

"Hey it's just me." Blake said. "Don't be nervous, it's now or never."

Napatango ako at napahugot ng hininga.

"Ah guys, I'm asking." Nahihiyang sabi ni Rodmar. "Nag-alala kami ni Kate ng marinig ang putukan kaya napatakbo kami dito. We thought something bad happen on you guys."

Huminga ako ng malalim at sinagot ang mga tanong niya. L

"Buti naman ganon lang ang nangyari. We are so worried. And sayang ang pagkakataong makalabas sana dito ng may laban."

"I'm actually not really okay to live with them." Michael said.

"Why bro?"

"Just remember what happened to Tent City before."

Rodmar looked at him puzzled. Of course he don't know like me cause we're away that time. Magtatanong pa sana ito ng lumakad si Logan palapit kay Kat. Iyong kaba ko dumoble. Putangina sasabihin niya na!

"Kat," He said.

"What?" She asked. Her voice and stare are so cold.

"Jayjay's here."

I witness how from a cold stare her expression became warm.

"Really babe?!" She asked. Her voice is not cold anymore. It's actually full of hope now with sweetness in it.

Napapikit ako. Later that sweetness will turn bitter and that hope will die.

"Where?" She asked excitedly na nakapagpamulat sa mga mata ko. Napahawak pa ito sa braso ni Logan sa sobrang kasiyahan na nakabalatay sa mukha niya.

That happiness will fade later.

Logan held her hand. Iginiya siya sa kama and showed Jayjay to her.

"Jayjay." She baby talked while smiling really wide. But her smile slowly fade. I saw how her hand slowly reach to her baby brother.

"What the hell?" She asked slowly. "What the fuck?"

"Kat, Jayjay's dead." Logan said.

"No." She said calmly. "No. No. No."

"Kat-"

"SHUT UP!" She shouted then turned to him. "It's your damn fucking fault."

"Kat-"

"I hate you! I fucking hate you Logan! Looked what your selfishness did to my baby brother?! Look! What the fuck! It's your fault!" She shouted really really loud while her tears start pouring. "I fucking promise to myself that I will do everything to keep my baby brother safe but I fucking failed!"

"Babe you didn't failed, it's me."

"Yes it's you! 'Cause you're the stupid failed fuck I fell in love with!"

"Kat!" Sigaw ko.

Napapikit ako. This is what I've been thinking. The beautiful thing that slowly fading to nothing. I'm already witnessing it.

"Kat it's not his fault. It's Angelina." I told her.

"Yeah, that Angelina too!" Kat glared.

"Kat," Logan called her.