I woke up the next morning wit my face burried in Que's chest as he held me close, and made me feel secure. I wanted everything that happened yesterday to be a dream, but the fact that Que was huggin me like this let me know that it was all real. I looked up at him and watched him sleep. This dude was beautiful even when he wasnt woke. I started to think about what happened yesterday and teared up instantly.
Flashback>>>>>
The look on courtney's face told it all. He was walkin towards me or so I thought as he kept goin past me. I caught up to him, and jumped in front of him wrappin my arms around his neck.
Shawn: Whats the rush babe?
Court: Nothin...U got my keys?
Shawn: Yea.
I pulled em out my pocket and he damn near took my hand off when he grabbed them.
Shawn: Damn Courtney what the f***k is wrong wit u!?
Court: Nothin at all.
Shawn: Courtney!!(i said grabbin him as he walked off)
Court: What man damn!?
Shawn: What is wrong wit u!?
Court: Do u really have to keep askin me that? Stop playin the f***kin dumb role u know whats wrong wit me.
Shawn: Oh my god u trippin because I gave him a hug?
Court: Nope..Not at all.
He started walkin off***gain and got to his car tryna get in, but I closed his door standin in front of him. I snatched the keys out of his hands and put my arms around his neck. I stared at him in the eyes and he turned his head because he could never stay mad at me when we made eye contact.
Court: Man come on fam im tired can u stop playin.(he said annoyed)
Shawn: Nope...Not until u look at me and stop actin like a baby. Bae I swear it was just a hug thats all so u have nothin to be jealous about.
Court: I AINT JEALOUS!!(he yelled)
Shawn: U sure?(i asked calmly kissin him)
Court: Man come on shawty move.
Shawn: Nope.(i said still givin him pecks on his lips)
Court: Bae stop.(he laughed)
Shawn: U still mad at me.(i said trailing my tongue down his neck)
Court: Mmm...bae.
He finally gave in and wrapped his arms around my waist. Once he did that I knew I had him as he leaned down to kiss me.
Court: Im sorry bae, but I really wasnt mad at u I just dont like that nigga. I can tell he want u, and he be gettin a lil too close for comfort.
Shawn: I know, but u aint gotta worry about that cuz who am I wit now? Whose ass am I kissin because I dont like when they mad at me?(i said still kissing him)
Court: Ok shawty u made yo point.(he laughed)
Shawn: Good, now lets go home.
I gave him back his keys and we headed to my apartment. He helped me get a new couch, t.v., and the few dishes Dre punk ass had broken. He had basically moved in since mostly all of his cloths were there. His mom would joke sayin that I stole her baby away from her. We made it to the house and I went inside to start his bath water. I undress him kissin every part of his body that I exposed and he just watched never takin his eyes off me smilin. I got in first and signaled for him to sit inbetween my legs and he did just that as I started to rub his shoulders. I was rubbing all over his body from his chest to his abs to his d***k makin sure he was clean. Then i made him lean his head back on my chest so I could wash his hair. I was really catering to my baby like he deserved, and I wanted to show him that he was the only person I wanted. He started to fall to sleep on me as I played in his hair, and massaged his body so I decided to put him in the bed.
Shawn: Bae get up lets go to sleep.
Court: Hmm.(he said half sleep)
Shawn: Come on get up.
He finally woke up enough for me to dry him off as well as his hair. It was now all curly from being wet but still to his shoulders. I walked him back to the room to lay him in the bed while he leaned on my shoulder wit his arms around my waist for support. Thats one thing about this nigga, when he sleep, HE SLEEP! I laid him down in the bed and we got under the covers still naked. Once again he clutched on to me like I was his favorite pillow and was sleep before I knew it. I guess he really was tired from practice today. I started to think about Que, and the fact that he had actually kissed me. Never have I thought about Que romantically until then. Dont get me wrong of course I would look at him and say how sexy he was to myself from time to time. I just didnt let myself catch feeling for him because I knew he wasnt gay, or so I thought. I checked them a long time ago, and since he kissed me its like they came back ten fold. I was disturbed from my thoughts by what I thought was my phone. After a 30 minute struggle I finally got loose from courtney to check my phone but i didnt have any notifications. Just when I was about to get back in the bed I heard the phone again, of course it was courtney's. I opened it and seen that he had a text message. He let me text his friends and stuff before so I didnt think this would be any different. It was a unsaved number but the person clearly knew courtney and pretty damn well if u ask me, talkin bout hey boo and all that bulls***t. So I asked who it was and the name that came through pissed me off immediately, it was Noah. Now this nigga got his nerve to get mad at me for huggin Tevon in his face, but he still talkin to this f***g behind my back! I didnt reply after that I just read there previous conversation which I wish I didnt. They were talkin about everything including me talkin about how they gone always be friends. Then Noah would say lil slick s***t about me and how he thought courtney could do better, but courtney would just laugh. Another message from Noah came through and he asked if court was comin through again tomorrow. The f***k, AGAIN!? I was so hurt that tears had started fallin from my eyes but they quickly turned into tears of anger. Just when I was about to go wake his ass up and curse him out MY phone rung. It was a number i didnt recognize, but I answered it anyway.
Shawn: Hello!(i answered irritated)
Lady: Hi im looking for a Kreyshawn Williams.
Shawn: Who is this?
Mandy: My name is mandy, im calling from the hospital about a Darlene Williams.
Shawn: Ok, what about her?
Mandy: Well she's been in a car accident we see here that your her son and our only other listed contact number. I was hopin u could let other family members know that she will be fine but were still trying our best with your sister.
Shawn: Something wrong wit my sister?(i asked concerned)
Mandy: I cant give u the full details of the situation over the phone, but if u were to come up here i'd be more than happy to fill u in on whats goin on.
Shawn: Im on my way.
I hung up before she could respond and threw on some joggin pants and a shirt before dashing out the door. I took courtney's car and made it there in less than 15 minutes.
Shawn: Hi I got a call about my mom and sister saying they were in a car accident.
Mandy: Oh yes come right this way sir.
She lead me down to the ICU department while explaining to me what happened.
Mandy: Your sister has a lot of internal bleeding goin on and she might not make it. The fact that she's so young and was a premy when she was born doesnt help. One of her lungs are still a little under developed as a result which is why she also has asthma. Were tryna to stop the bleeding and ease the pressure around her lungs so she can get more oxygen, but so far we keep hitting dead ends.
Shawn: Is Darlenes husband here?
Mandy: No we didnt have his number which is why I called u, dont u live wit them?
Shawn: No...
Mandy: Oh, well her rooms this way sweety.
She lead me in and I almost broke down from the sight of my little sister fightin for her life. She had tubes in her nose and throat to help her breaths and cuts on her forehead. This mustve been some damn accident, but I forgot to ask the nurse what happened. I walked over to the girl I barely knew and gently caressed her hand. She was so pretty, but was so badly bruised and riddled with cuts to her body. I sat down next to her feeling nothing but hatred for my mother. Its her fault ive never gotten the chance to know my sister and now she might get taken away from me before she even knows I exist. Speak of the devil as the b***h herself walks in cryin on her husbands shoulder.
Darlene: What the f***k r u doin here?(she asked disgusted)
Shawn: Why wouldnt u call me and tell me what happened!?(i yelled)
Darlene: Why the f***k would I call u, and get yo f***t ass away from my daughter!
Guy: Both of u need to calm down this isnt the time.
Shawn: Nah f***k that, im so tired of her selfish ass. She is such a b***h, and I wis***t was her layin here about to die instead.
Darlene: How da-
Shawn: Shut up b***h!
I stormed out the room leaving her shocked I said that to her. Its true though I do wish she was dead for makin my life the way it is now, and treatin me the way she does. I was still torn up about my sister but I didnt wanna go home to lyin ass courtney. This was too much goin on at one time. I parked his car put his key on the table and walked to the only person house thats always been there.
