It Could Be

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I had finally found my locker and was tryna figure out my combination. When I finally got it open I bent down to put my book I didnt need in. All of a sudden I felt a finger movin down my crack, and I jumped hard as hell almost hittin my head on the door. I turned around mad as hell about to f***kin snap until I seen my nigga Amira crackin up. Amira was a stud that I been knowin since my freshmen year. We got close because she was the only person who knew about me and dre's relationship, I mean they are brother and sister after all. She was dark skinned like dre, and she had some nice ass black dreds wit red tips that were shoulder lenght. She was my height, and also ran track so her body was on point. If she didnt where all of them baggy ass cloths to hide her hips she would be a very pretty girl. Not sayin she aint got swagg cuz she get hella females so it is what it is.

Shawn: What the f***k MiMi!!
MiMi: Awww im sorry boo, u mad cuz I aint dre?(she laughed)
Shawn: If u was dre yo ass would be laid out on the floor right now, and what I tell u about puttin yo hands on me. U know I dont like that s***t!
MiMi: Look Diamond, I aint one of these trick ass niggas up in here I aint gone chase u. U already know what ever I want, I get.(she said pullin at my cloths)
Shawn: Nuh unh Ronny, u know I dont even get down like that.(i said pushin her hand away)

We laughed hard as hell because that was our favorite part of our favorite movie "The Players Club". When Ronny gay ass was pushin all up on diamond and had her on the counter tryna take of her bra. That laughed was short lived though because as usual she always shifted to my least favorite topice, her brother.

MiMi: U still aint talked to dre yet?
Shawn: Why cant u ever let that s***t go?
MiMi: Cuz all he do is mope around all damn day like somebody shot his dog ever since u cut his ass off.
Shawn: That aint nobody fault but his own. If he wouldve kept his lips to his self then we wouldnt be havin this problem.
MiMi: So u aint gone never talk to him? U just gone let him keep walkin around miserable?
Shawn: He looked fine to me this morning.
MiMi: U know that nigga be stuntin cuz he gotta keep up his "rep" as a bad ass. Then he come home and whine to me about how u be ignoring him. Please talk to him for me shawn pleasssseeee!
Shawn: Ugh ok stop but dont say I didnt warn u. I been avoidin his ass cuz I dont wanna hurt his f***kin feeling u know that nigga got a big ego.
MiMi: Yea I know but look just talk to him. Whats the worst that could happen?
Shawn: U know when they say that s***t in the movies everything goes straight down hill.
MiMi: Oh my god!(she laughed and rolled her eyes) What u got first period?
Shawn: Pre-cal.
MiMi Aww s***t I do too. Come on shawty u gone be my boo for a hour.
Shawn: Nah i'll pass.

We both laughed and made our way to class. She was tellin me about her girl problems wit her girlfriend since freshman year Aniyah. I was zoning in and out on listening makin makin sure to respond when I was suppose to so she wouldnt know I was half ass ignorin her. Then I completely drowned her out when we got to class, and I saw sexy ass Tevon sittin in MY class.

MiMi: So what u think I should do? Shawn..Shawn..KREYSHAWN!!
Shawn: Huh..Do about what?
MiMi: Man u wasnt even listenin to me ima fire yo ass. U suppose to be my Dr. Phil when it comes to relationship problem.
Shawn: Well im glad I know that now I can start chargin yo ass.
MiMi: Nigga please, and I know why yo ass aint listening to me.(she smiled lookin at Tevon)
Shawn: I dont know what u talkin about.(i said playin dumb)

She just smiled at me and took the seat I was about to sit in. I just stood there and looked her for a second like she was crazy. Then I realized what she had done. The class was full, and the only seat left was the one in front Tevon. I started to smack her ass in the back of the head but I just let it go. I finally sat down and I swear somebody had put a tac in my seat. I just couldnt sit still, and I was nervous as hell. Then I felt a tap on my shoulder I turned around, and he was just smilin at me. This was the first time we had ever had a class together in all of our highschool years.

Tevon: Im sorry about what Asia said earlier. Sometimes she just be rude for no reason.
Shawn: Aw its koo I dont talk to her like that no way so her comments dont really bother me.
Tevon: So u really are gay?(he said wit a twisted up face)
Shawn: Uh...yea...Is that a problem?
Tevon: Nah...Actually im shocked. I mean u not all extra gay and s***t, u cute, and I know hella b***hes that be wantin to.(he said smilin)

Oh s***t did he just call me cute.

Shawn: Um..Thanks I guess.(i said blushin)

After that the rest of the class was kinda uncomfortable. I felt him burning a hole in the back of my neck. Every so often I would turn around to see him cheesin. I swear u would think this nigga was flirtin wit me, but he's not gay he got a girlfriend..right? The bell finally rung and I couldnt get out of there fast enough. It crazy though, the boy ive been lustin for since I started highschool was droppin hints at me left and right. Now I almost s***t my pants whenever im around him, talk about irony. The rest of the day went by pretty smooth, and I was glad. It was finally time for track practice, but for me this was my outlet. Running just made me feel free like I was leaving all of my problem in the dust, and they could never catch up to me. I went into the locker room to change. Normally I was always the first one in there, but I swear I heard somebody else. I stopped for a second to listen but I didnt hear anything so I kept puttin my uniform on. Then I heard a locker slam and it scared the s***t out of me. I turned around and there was sexy ass courtney wit his shirt off. My eyes were roaming everywhere the light touched on his and then wondered down to the massive d***k print in his joggin pants. We were standin there in silence for a long time as if he was doing the same thing to me. The only difference was he was smiling and I was a few steps away from slobbin on my self. I finally broke the weirdness snapping back to reality.

Shawn: Wussup courtney, I didnt know u ran track.
Courtney: Its alot of stuff u dont know about me shawty.(he smiled) Yea I ran track back home, and I was the captin of the team before I moved here.
Shawn: Aw ok thats wussup, but that spot is already taken.(i smiled)
Courtney: We'll see.(he gave a sexy smirk and left)

Did he just challenge me cuz if so that just made him that much sexier because I love competition. Just when he was leaving out Que, Lawrence, James, Will, Terrance, and a couple other new dudes walked in. Que gave me a look like he knew I had did something but I just smirked. When I got on the field courtney was strecthin, and his ass look good in those tights. Que caught up wit me before I could get any closer to question me about ealier.

Que: So what was that in the locker room?
Shawn: What u mean?
Que: Dont play dumb nigga. I know ole boy gay I can tell by the way yall was lookin at eachother earlier.
Shawn: How the hell u see that wit yo stalkin ass.(i laughed)
Que: Whatever nigga.(he chuckled) So u gone talk to him?
Shawn: I dont even know him.
Que: Well get to know him fool, and I think it would help u get over dre.

I just looked at him shocked a hell. How the f***k did he know that me and dre use to f***k around. That was prolly one of the only things I wver kept from him.

Que: Nigga dont look so shocked. I could tell by the way u use to be so happy around him then all of a sudden givin the nigga the cold shoulder. Besides he finally told me what was up this morning after I kept botherin him about it.
Shawn: Wow, he actually told u?
Que: Nope, but u just did.(he laughed)
Shawn: F***kin jerk! Look dont tell nobody ok he wanna stay in the closet.
Que: I aint gone tell his business nigga what I look like, but I think u should move on to something better. If only to get over that nigga dre so u can stop walkin around here like a grumpy old bitter b***h that cant get no d***k.
Shawn: F***k u que forreal.(i laughed)

Maybe he was right though. I havent talked to anybody besides dre because I think deep down I still wanted to give him a chance. I just didnt wanna look like the fool for goin back to the person that cheated on me like the dumb ass broads in the movies. Que has never gave me any bad advice before so maybe I should talk to other people. After coach introduced everybody to courtney he wanted to see what he was capable of. So who better to test that against other than me. We were going to do a 100 yard dash, simple enough for the task at hand. He was taller than me so that gave him an advantage. Coach blew the whistle and we were off. He got off to a good start dustin my ass but I picked up the pace. I slowly started to pass him up but then he got this sudden burst of energy and started to pull away from me. Was I really about to lose to this nigga?

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