The rest of the day was such a drag. Practice didnt make it no better coach had us doin all kind of s***t to make up for the last couple days we missed. It got worse when he made us lift weights, and he wanted me to spot courtney. I was just about to make an excuse as to why I couldnt but courtney beat me to it. Im not gone lie my feelings where hurt that he didnt even want me to spot him to simply lift weights but I just brushed it off. When practice was finally over I was dead tired. Que wanted me to ride wit him and court but I denied the offer. He was always tryna be the peace maker of s***t even though he was somewhat a thug his self, I guess kids can do that to u. When I got home from the long annoyin ass bus ride my day had got a whole lot worse. Someone had been in my apartment and f***k up EVERYTHING. There were broken dishes in the kicthen, my tv was smashed, my couch had cuts in it, everything in my room was trashed. I just couldnt believe my eyes and I literally had to sit down to keep from fainting or blacking out. I was racking my brain to think of who the f***k would do some s***t like this. My mind immediately went to the only person that had a key to my crib, Dre. I dont believe he really took it this far. I mean I understand he might be mad, but this s***t is just f***kin ridiculous. I started to call the police on his ass but I said f***k it. I cleaned up the everything and then got in the shower. I let the water rid me of all of my stress and current problems. Just when I was gettin into it I heard phone ringing, it was tevon.
Shawn: Hello.
Tevon: Aye im on my way.
Shawn: Iight ill be ready when u get here.
Tevon: U better be.
I hung up the phone and finished up my shower. I threw on a grey v-neck, some black, black label jeans, and some all grey j's. Just in time too cuz there was a knock at my door. When I answered it there he was looking good a hell! He had on a plain white tee, some brown cargo shorts, and some brown timbs.
Tevon: Damn bro u tryna show up and show out aint u bro.(he said lookin me up and down smilin)
Shawn: Well I mean if im goin I might as well look good right.(i laughed)
Tevon: I guess so, u ready.
Shawn: Yea just let me turn this light off real quick.
I walked away and I coulda sworn I seen him lick his lips, and was lookin at my ass hangin out of my pants in my grey A&E Boxer briefs. I just smiled at the thought of tevon being gay to myself. When I came back out he was lookin at all the destruction done to my apartment confused.
Tevon: What the hell happened to yo crib?
Shawn: Its a long story. I wasnt hear when it happened, but I know who did it so I aint trippin.
Tevon: U aint gone call the cops.
Shawn: Nah, the person that did it gone get his though trust me.
I walked out the door after that statement. As I made my way to the car I swear the devil is really workin his magic tonight. That b***h Asia was sittin in the front seat, and was muggin the s***t outta me as I walked up.
Asia: Wussup f***g boy.
Tevon: Bae chill out wit that shawn cool as hell.
Asia: Yea whatever yall ready or what it took long enough.
Shawn: Asia what the f***k is yo problem?
Asia: Yo gay ass always givin my man the eye thats what my problem is.
Tevon: Asia please dont start that s***t.
Asia: Nah f***k that I know he want u thats why he always in yo damn face.
Shawn: U know what b***h-
Asia: B***H!?
Shawn: YES B***H!! If u that damn insecure wit yo stank p***y ass about whether or not I want yo man maybe its because in the back of yo mind u think he could possibly want me too. Correct me if im wrong, but tevon u not gay right?
Tevon: Nah bro.
Shawn: Problem solved then, nah u need to stop f***kin wit me b***h cuz today is the damn day i'll break my foot off in yo ass. I dont hit woman but i'll smack a b***h!
Asia: Bae u just gone let him talk to me like that!?
Tevon: U start wit him bae, dont dis***t out if u cant take it.(he said smilin at me)
Asia: U know what, take me back home.
Tevon: Im not about to argue wit yo ass all night Asia. So if this is gone be a issue ima take yo ass home forreal.
After he said that she just sat back in her seat poutin like a lil girl. I swear this b***h could be so full of herself sometimes. I dont know what made me curse her ass out, but I guess I done took all the s***t from people I can for today. We made it back to the party after pickin up Que and I must say it looked like I was about to have a good ass time. Asia got out the car and storm off to be wit her friends, but tevon acted like he didnt even give a f***k.
Que: Whats wrong wit her tevo?
Tevon: Man I dont know her ass always mad about something I swear im gettin tired of her s***t.
Que: Maybe its time for yall to take a brake dawg. Get out here and mingle a lil bit talk to one of these b***hes in here.
Tevon: I already got my eye on somebody I been feelin for a lil minute now.(he said lookin at me)
Que: Aw ok thats wussup then u should let her know.
Tevon: I plan on doin that pretty soon.
Que didnt notice but the whole time he was sayin this he was lookin dead at me. That definately let me know that the boy of my dreams got dowm and was feelin me. I couldnt do nothin but smile at him as he licked those sexy lips of his starin at me. We went into the party and I saw courtney chillin wit some of the boys from the track team. Even though he was openly gay like me they didnt really trip on him like that because he had a thuggish type of swag but was far from it. He saw me and glared at me so I glared right back at his ass. Tevon came up from behind me and put his arm around my shoulder.
Tevon: Aye bro u want a drink?
Shawn: Hell yea, after the day ive had I want a couple of drinks.(i laughed)
He left for a couple minutes and came back wit two cups. I dont know what was in them but it was good as hell, maybe vodka and some kinda juice. After about four more of those I was definately feeling my self, and I could tell tevon was too. He stayed by me the entire night, and he even wrapped his arm around my shoulder whisperin s***t that was really turnin me on. I cant believe it but he was really hittin on me, and he had me gigglin like a lil girl.
Tevon: Shawn man I been likin u for a long ass time bro.
Shawn: Wow tevon I never knew u liked dudes.
Tevon: I dont but its just somethin about u man, and then when u snapped on Asia ass earlier. U just dont know I wanted to drop her ass off at home right then.
Shawn: I dont think that wouldve been a good idea if u dont want people to think nothin.
Tevon: I dont give a f***k about these mutha f***kas. This my life and ima do what makes me happy, and if its being wit a guy then thats what ima do.
Shawn: What about Asia?
Tevon: S***t if I can get wit u id drop her ass like a bad habit. She been gettin on my nerve lately wit all her damn naggin and the chemistry just aint the same no more.
Shawn: So what if u get wit me and the same thing happens u gone drop me just like that.
Tevon: Nah it definately wouldnt happen like that shawty.
Shawn: Well u know they say how u get em is how u lose em.
He leaned in and started whisperin all kinda freaky s***t in my ear. I couldnt do nothin but laugh at all the stuff he was sayin. Then s***t got real when he licked my ear, and I almost melted right there. He was really gettin into it and I was crackin up until Asia walked up.
Asia: What the f***k is goin on, tevon what are u doin all on this f***g?
Tevon: Man u know what im so tired of u disrespectin him, and he aint never did s***t to u. Im all on him because I wanna be is that a problem? Maybe if u didnt have yo head so far up yo ass I would still be all on u like I use to be. Lately yo stuck up ass always accusin me of s***t that I aint doin and actin like a b***h. So im tryin some new s***t, and im movin on to better things.
She just stood there shocked that he just said all of that to her, but she wasnt alone. Me and the rest of the party was just as shocked. She just stormed off and I could tell she was hurt because I know I wouldve been. Suprisingly everybody went back to partyin like nothin ever happened. He came back over to me and asked me to follow him upstairs grabbin my hand to lead the way. We went into his room and as soon as he closed the door he was all over me. It wasnt what I was expecting I dont know if it was because he was drunk or not but I started gettin really turned off. He was kissing me deep and sloppy so I was tryna push him off. I felt like he was tryna take things to the next level and as far as I was concerned it wasnt goin to happen. I liked him dont get me wrong, but I just lost my virginity to the one and only person I thought id ever be f***kin. I just cant let my self give it up this easy.
Shawn: Tevon can u please stop u makin me feel uncomfortable.(i said pushin him back)
Tevon: Whats the matter bae?(he said still kissin me)
Shawn: Im just not ready to go there wit u yet. I like u I do, but I wanna get to know u better.
He just kept kissin me and I tried to stop him.
