He kept kissin my neck as I tried to push his strong ass off of me.
Dre: Shawn I love u please give me another chance.
Shawn: Andre what dont u understand abo-
I looked at him dead in the eyes as tears rolled down his face. For whatever reason I was captivated by the fact that he was actually cryin.
Dre: I regret everything i've ever put u through, and I cant take not being with u no more. I f***kin love u shawn, and its killin me to know that u hate my guts. Tell me what will it take for me to get u back, and ill do it.
I just stood there frozen not knowing how to react. My anger had subsided as I started to sympathize wit him. I can be a heartless mutha f***ka at time, but as much as I hate to admit it. There is still a small piece of me that loves Dre, but its not powerful enough to make me take him back.
Shawn: Dre, im sorry, but its over. What we had is gone and it aint ever comin back. U were right about me still lovin u, but I hate the fact that I do. I gave u two things and one of them I can never get back. Then u went so low as to start back f***kin wit my cousin and u know how close we use to be. As much as I do love u, u disgust me.
When I said that the Dre I had gotten use to over the past year in a half returned. The unstable mutha f***ka that always let his pride and ego think for him. His face went cold and his eyes burned wit anger. He still had me in his grasp as he backed me up against the wall. I was expecting him to hurt me in some form, shape, or fashion, but instead he kissed me deep and passionate. I pushed him me and tried to walk off bumpin into Courtney who was lookin furious who clearly saw everything. I walked right past him still tryna avoid talkin to him, but him and Dre were right on my trail. Courtney snatched me up and started yellin at the top of his lungs pointin his finger in my face. I started to say something back until Dre came behind me and wrapped his hands around my waist in the process. Before I could even react Courtney was all over his ass, but Dre aint never been no b***h. They were going toe to toe as security came out to seperate them from tryna kill eachother. As much as I was mad at him I still pulled him off of Dre and down a seperate hall away from the drama. Just when I was about to walk off when the coast was clear he snatched me up again.
Courtney: I DONT WANT U TALKIN TO THAT NIGGA NO MORE!!
Shawn: U CANT F***KIN TELL ME WHO I CAN AND CANT TALK TO!!
Just when he was about to speak we got called to the office. We walked into the principle's office who was clearly tired of seeing me, and Dre's face. She didnt even look at us before sayin we were suspended from school, and by we she included Courtney. He was mad, but he didnt say anything or try to protest her decision. I texted Que and told him the reason for me gettin in trouble AGAIN and he just laughed and told me to have fun on my vacation. Reluctantly I got in the car with Courtney, and we drove back to my apartment without sayin a word to eachother. That all changed once we stepped foot inside the door. He locked it, and followed me to the room throwin me on the bed. He got on top of me between my legs and pinned my arms above my head as I tried to wrestle him to get free.
Shawn: Can u get off me.(i asked calmly)
Court: F***K NO!! U GONE TALK TO ME!!
Shawn: WHAT DO U WANT ME TO SAY!?
Court: Why do u just got it in yo head that im f***kin around on u?
Shawn: Because u chose to hide the fact that u still talk to that nigga, so u must be doing something u aint suppose too. U dont even got his number stored in yo phone, and THEN U BE GOIN OVER THAT NIGGA HOUSE!! Did u f***k him?
Court: What..How can u ask me that man hell nah?
Shawn: Because we dont use condoms and I know his ass prolly a hoe. U hid the fact that yall still talk for a f***kin reason, SO HAVE YALL, DID YALL, AND ARE YALL F***KIN!! Just be real wit me and dont lie!(i said lookin him dead in his eyes)
Court:...No.
Shawn: Oh my god...so u did...get off of me!(i said fightin tears and strugglin to get free)
Court: Bae I swear I didnt.
Shawn: STOP LYIN!!
I couldnt even look at him because I felt so betrayed. I never thought that he was capable of something like this. The love of my life had actually cheated on me, and tried to hide it from me. I felt something wet hit my face and turned to see him cryin like a baby.
Court: Baby I love u more than I ever loved anybody in this world. I would never do that to u or risk what we have. I talk to him because he gives me advice about how I should handle certain s***t wit u. He was one of my first friends when I moved here so yea I still chill wit him once in a while but thats all I swear to god. I know u prolly dont believe me but im not gone let u leave me over something I didnt do. U r my life shawty, and I could never hurt u like that.
He leaned down to kiss me since he was still on top of me holdin me down. He let go of my arms, and intertwined our fingers together. As much as I wanted to fight him off of me his lips put me in a trance. I loved the way he kissed me, and how his lips seemed so perfect for mine. He made his way to my neck and was slowly turning me on by nibbling it softly. I let out low moans tryna hide the fact that I was enjoying it since I was still mad. He started to unbuckle my pants and pulled them down before I had the chance to stop him. His tongue was swirling around my hole and once again he was giving me that magical head game. He was eating me out for at least thirty minutes before finally coming back up to my lips. I stuck my hands under his shirt to play wit his nipples as he finger f***ked me opening up my hole. We were starin into eachothers eye as I ran my hands down his back sliding down his joggin pants and massaging his d***k. I played with the precum leaking from it, and then rubbed it between my cheeks lettin him know I was ready. He didnt waste any time slowly entering me, and started to make love to my body. I was breathing heavy and closed my eyes slightly moaning from the pain mixed wit pleasure.
Court: I love u baby.(he whispered)
Shawn: I love u too.
He was f***kin me missionary for at least an hour wit no sign of being close to nuttin. I wrapped my legs around his waist to pull him deeper into me. I flipped him over to straddle his lap and ride his d***k. He looked from me to my hips as he watched me put in work and grinded into his pelvis. He grabbed my ass and cupped it in the palm of his hands makin me bounce up and down even harder. I turn around wit his d***k still inside of me as he shrieked in pleasure from the unsuspected feeling. I continued to smash down into him until he pushed me forward shovin my face into the covers. He plowed back into me and pounded away at my ass makin me scream. I tried to muffle my cries wit a nearby pillow that he snatched away almost instantly.
Court: I wanna hear u scream shawty.
He smacked my ass as he caressed my back going deeper, and harder wit every stroke. My knees became weak and I fell to my stomach wit him right behind me never missing a beat. He leaned down and locked our fingers together as he grinded agianst my ass breathin heavy in my ear.
Court: Im so sorry baby.(he whispered) Do u forgive me?
Shawn: Yes.(i said through moans)
His strokes became faster, and his breathing heavier as he picked up the pace. I turned around to meet his lips as we tongued eachother down I felt all of his kids explode into my body. He flipped me over and started to jack my d***k and play wit the head. Court had got a lot better at suckin d***k even though it still wasnt his favorite thing to do. He played wit my nipple and fingered my hole as he deepthroated me repeatedly. All of the mixed feelings made my body shake as i started to have the best orgasmic nut of my life. He came back up giving me pecks on the lips tellin me how much he loves me. We laid there for a minute talkin and then got up to clean eachother off. I put some more cloths on and told him to do the same. Although he was confused about why he did, and we were soon headed out the door. I got in the passenger side, and he got in the drivers side just looking at me.
Court: So where we goin bae?
Shawn: To Noah's house.
He looked at me as if I spoke another language.
Court: We goin where?
Shawn: To Noah's house, yall was suppose to chill today right.
Court: Man hell nah we not goin over there.
Shawn: Why the f***k not? U aint got s***t to hide right, so lets go.
Court: Man u still dont f***kin believe!?
Shawn: I played the fool before wit Dre. I wont do that s***t a second time, and if yall friendship that important I might as well be cool wit em too.
He sighed, and started the car knowing that I wasnt going to change my mind.
Shawn: Courtney dont let me get over here and look like a fool. If u really are f***kin around wit this nigga now is the time to tell me straight up.
Court: Bae I told u we are just friends, and u have nothin to worry about.(he said it half heartedly)
