Wait For It {Phil × Reader}

36- Tell Them?

Y/n pov

After Phil finished his liveshow he had decided to just join me and Dan in Dans room. We had only turned the music down slightly, so we could semi hear each other. Dan had excused himself to the bathroom, leaving me and Phil alone.

"When are we going to tell the fans?" He asked over the music. I looked at him confused for a minute. Then it hit me what he was asking.

I merely shrugged, obviously not satisfying him.

"Y/n, we have to tell them."

"Im sure the majority of them already know of our relationship. I mean, its been in the air since you kissed me at the convention 8 months ago. They're bound to know."

Phil was silent for a few moments, the blaring music not letting silence settle in the room. He kissed me before he whispered in my ear.

"They only have theories, love. Theories are not facts. Shouldn't we give them facts?"

His question made me think. I did want to tell our fans. They deserved to know.

But at the same time I didn't.

My fans, would be supportive and fuel our relationship. They would most likely be extremely happy for me.

But Phil's fans....

Alot of them are supportive. Caring. Loving. But alot of times the mean ones come to the surface. The fans that ship Phan too much, and would most likely kill anyone who got in the way of it.

I felt a shiver go down my spine. I didn't want people to hate me just because I was dating Phil. Just because they wanted him to date Dan.

"Maybe if we just make videos together. Often, but not too often. Let them get use to me. If they ask if we're dating just avoid it so we don't have to lie." he looked at me confused, asking me 'why?' with his eyes. "I don't want them to hate me, Phil. I really don't want them to hate me."

A glint of sorrow entered his eyes. He was about to say something, but Dan walked back in the room. Phil looked down with a sigh.

Dan stopped in the middle if the room. He paused the music and looked at Phil, to me, then back to Phil. "Is something wrong? Did I interrupt something?"

At the same time, Phil said no and I said yes. We looked at each other for a moment before Phil repeated himself. Dan looked at us confused before sitting down on his bed.

"Not to rush you guys or anything, but when were you planning on leaving. You dont have to go right now, I was just wondering."

  "You're tired. We can go now." Phil stood up, walking towards Dans bedroom door.

  "Who said i wa-" Phil cut Dan off as he dragged me out of his bedroom. He walked me to the front door. He didn't give me a chance to speak my own opinion. Just dragged me out.

  Dan stepped out of his room, curiosity shown on his face. I waved him good bye with my free hand, as he returned the gesture.

  As soon as Phil shut the door to Dans apartment, he pushed me against the wall, kissing me roughly.

  He pulled back, his eyes still shut, his breath coming out in puffs. "We're going to tell them, Y/n. I love you too much to keep it a secret to the world."

  I didn't quite agree with it. Sure, I didn't want to hide my love for Phil from the world. It would be a bit easier if the world want full of people who would want to kill me for loving him.

  But I nodded anyway.

  He seemed sure everything would be alright.

  Seemed.