Wait For It {Phil × Reader}

42- Want

Phil's pov

  I woke up, the morning sun blinding me. I rubbed my dry, tired eyes as I sat up. I must have fallen asleep yesterday.

   I looked beside me, hoping it was all a dream. That y/n would still be beside me.

  But she wasn't. She hadn't came back yet.

  I got out of the bed, longingly looking around the room. I took a deep breath. I had to leave. I had to protect her.

  I walked out of the bedroom, going into the bathroom to check my appearance real quick, then walking out the door. The cool

air gently brushed against my cheeks. I stepped outside and walked down the road.

  I started to think, letting my mind wonder. I would pull it back from certain thoughts, but it would always manage to go back to one. One i didn't want to think about.

  One that was y/n.

  I eventually let my mind just think about her.

  I wonder where she went after she ran out. Probably Dans. Or maybe Roberts. She hung out with him that one day. She could have gone there. Please have gone there. I want to go home. I really want to go home. To our home. To thwart place where I could just hold her in my arms and kiss her and love her with no problem. With no one trying to kill us. I guess that would i just in my head now.

  I felt a slow tear fall down my face. I wiped it away quickly before anyone could notice. I took a few more steps before somebody stopped me. I looked at them, hoping that it would be y/n but it wasn't. It was a young teenage girl. Probably a fan.

  "Uh, I just wanted to um ask what was wrong. You look kinda sad and I saw a tear on your cheek a second ago." there was a hint of fear in her eyes. I mean, it would be scared talking to a big person too.

  "Ah, no. Im fine." I lied, a fake smile on my face.

  "No, no, no. You're not getting away with that. I know there's something wrong. I can tell. And I care about your well being. I want to make sure you're okay." her fear had mostly faded into sympathy. Great, someone sympathizes me. Yay.

  "I just have some stuff going on. Im fine."

  The girl stood for a moment before sticking her arm out. "My name is Alexis. And Im going to ask a weird question okay?"

  "Sure."

  "Did you and y/n break up? Because I would hate that." I looked at her with wide eyes. How the hell does she know?

  "W-what?"

  "Oh my god. Im sorry. Was that too invasive? Im sooo sorry. I really am." she squeezed her eyes shut and made herself as small as possible while still standing.

  "N-no. Im just surprised you knew."

  "Knew what? You were dating? Y/n's social medias make it kinda obvious." she looked at me as if I were stupid. And I responded with a blank stare. "Wow Phil. You're such a good boyfriend." Alexis pulled out her phone and typed something into it. She then handed it to me.

  I looked through her Instagram. I was following her, I just wasn't on alot. There were at least a hundred pictures of us. My heart pained to see them. Some of them were just simple pictures, one you would take with good friends. But others were more straight forward with our relationship. Ones I didn't even knew existed. Me kissing her cheek, her attempting to ride on my back, y/n falling asleep on me. Im assuming Dan took alot of these pictures. But why would she put them on here with out my consent? She knew my worries.

  I handed Alexis her phone back. "So you guys did break up?"

  I slowly nodded.

  "Aww man, why? You guys were my otp."

  "I have my reasons." I mumbled, not wanting to spill my life story to a girl i don't even know.

"Are your reasons the phandom?" I didn't respond. "Man, those people need to duck off you know? They don't actually care about you. All they care about is Phan. The ones that actually care about you and your happiness love you with y/n. Because you're happy. So the phandom can just duck off."

  I looked at her bewildered. She had to of know and liked me. So wouldn't she be trash talking her own fandom?

  "You know, my friend pushed me over here to get your autograph. But I don't think I want to do that to you."

  "No. Ill autograph something for you. If you have a marker or something, that is."

  "Ya, I have one." she pulled out a marker from her back pocket. She handed it to me. I signed one of her notebooks and her copy of TABINOF. Im still surprised people have those.

  "Well, it was nice talking to you." I said nicely.

  "You too Phil. And thanks for the autographs." she smiled widely at me.

  "No problem." I waved at off.

  "Well, bye." she said, waving as she turned away. "And remember what I told you. Duck the phandom!"

  "I will!" I called back.

  I continued on my way to Dans apartment. I made it to his door step and unlocked the door with my key. I walked in, looking around for Dan. As soon as found him, I wanted to run and hide.

He was in the lounge,

With y/n,

Chilling on the couch,

Her head rested on his chest,

His arms wrapped around her body,

Both of them still asleep.

I wanted to run as far away from the scene as I could. And that's exactly what I did.