Wait For It {Phil × Reader}

49- If You'll Take The Title Back

Y/n pov

Me: ya?

Philly: Y/n, please. I love you so much I would die with out you. And I know its the same for you.

Me: you're right. I would die with out me.

Philly: Y/n please Im begging you.

Philly: Im so sorry. I needed reassurance. Why? I don't know. I don't even know what for. I just wanted you to be safe. No, I needed you to be safe. I didn't want them to hurt you in anyway. And then you told me they already had. I wanted to cry right then and there. I had failed. I let them send hate to you, even if I didn't effect you at all. I felt terrible Y/n. I felt like I had lost a fight i didn't even know I was fighting. I felt like I had lost your love because of how you said it. I felt like I had lost you.

Me: you didn't need to write a book, Philly. 

Me: park in 5

Philly: how about 15?

Me: fine. Just be there.

Philly: I will be. I promise.

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I stood in the park, waiting for Phil. I came 10 minutes early. I wanted to be here before him for some reason. Maybe I just wanted to be alone, outside, before I talked to him again for the first time in weeks.

  I leaned up against a tree, lost in thought, waiting. I noticed a few people walking past, none of them being my black haired love.

  After a while someone came up and stopped in front of me. I allowed my mind back to reality. I looked up to see Phil standing in front of me, tears in his eyes.

  We stood in silence, just staring at each other, for a while. I finally spoke up.

  "I don't understand you." I shook my head slightly.

  Phil let out a small laugh, though it didn't sound like his normal laugh. "That's what alot of people say."

  "Could you just explain some things to me?"

  "Depends on what."

  "Why?" he looked at me confused. "Why do you feel like you have to protect me? Why are you so afraid of the Phandom? Why did you break up with me? Just.... Why?"

  He took a deep breath before speaking. "I have to protect you, Y/n. I just- i just feel like I have to. Like if you get hurt, it'll be my fault. If I didn't protect you, I'd just feel paranoid 24/7. As for the phandom, they tear people apart. Rip others away from one another. As for-"

  "Wait a moment." I interrupted him. "You really think I would have left you because of a group of people online?" he looked down avoiding eye contact.

  "They've driven Dan away before. They'd be able to drive you away, one way or another."

  "Phil, I know you better than anyone. I know almost everything about you. You're my childhood friend, my boyfriend, if you'll take that title back. Im not letting anyone, anything, drive me away from you." I took a step towards him, a small smile on my face.

  Phil was still looking down, thought I could tell he was smiling yet, had tears falling his face. Before I could ask him what was wrong, he ran to me and enveloped me in hug. I heard him crying into me.

  "Are you okay?" I asked concerned, hugging him back.

  "Yes. Im just so so happy. And I love you so much. And I've missed you in my arms. I've missed you in general. Im just really really really happy." he pulled out of our hug, keeping his hands on my back. He looked me in the eyes, a smile on his lips.

  We were stood very close together, if one of us moved just a bit forward, we'd kiss. Phil just looked intently into my eyes, sighing every now and then. I looked back, focusing on him and how he's here, confidently displaying us.

  "So, you'll take me back?" I nodded slowly. My heart pounded inside my chest. "Thank you." he whispered.

  "You don't have to thank me Phil. You're practically a drug." He laughed, leaning down and placing his forehead on mine. I smiled, more because of his action than what I said.

  When he stopped laughing, he didn't move. Just opened his eyes and met mine. Then he closed his again and kissed me, soft and passionate. And I kissed back. Exactly the same way.

  We broke, his breathing a tad bit heavy. He had his forehead pressed up against mine again. He had moved his hands to my waist, holding me as close as he could. He had a small smile on his lips as he looked into my e/c eyes.

  I looked  into his blue eyes, my hands holding each other behind his neck. He moved his head, making our noses touch and a soft blush go across my cheeks.

  "Im really glad you forgave me." I simply hummed in response. I moved so I was hugging him and my head was on his chest. Phil moved his hands, placing one on my upper back, his other arm snaked around my waist. He rested his head atop mine after kissing it.

  We stood there like that, in each others embrace, not caring about anything else. It was just us. Me and Phil, Together.

A/n

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