Wait For It {Phil × Reader}

46- Everything Will Be Fine

~A few week time skip~

Y/n pov

  I heard my phone ringing from my bedroom. I shakily stood up from the spot on the couch. I walked to the bedroom and picked up my phone. I answered it, not bothering to see who it was.

  "Hello?" I asked. It hurt to speak because my throat was sore. But if have to suck it up for a little bit.

  "Hey Y/n. You okay? You sound like you've been crying." it was Dan. I let out a small sigh of relief. I knew I could talk to him. If I told him not to tell anyone, he wouldn't.

  "Its nothing. Im fine." I lied.

  "Really? Because Phil came home a little- no, a lot- mad the other day. I was too busy trying to get something out of him to talk to you.  I know he went out with you that night and he wont talk to me. I want to know what happened."

  I shut my eyes and took a deep breath. Id have to tell him sooner or later, may as well be sooner. "We just got in a fight. Its fine."

  "No, Y/n. Its not fine. Im not going to let you say that. Now give me a word for word of what happened." he demanded.

  "Okay. But its not going to be word for word. Wed both be super uncomfortable if I did."

  He gave a confused hum.

  I ignored him and proceeded to tell him what happened. "We went to lunch and had a good time. Phil insisted to walk me home. So I let him and once we got here he kissed me good bye. But then 'stuff' happened and it delayed his departure. But after we got in an argument, and I said things I shouldn't have, I was just mad at him, but now he's pissed at me and probably hates my guts." i took a deep breath, not realizing i had said the whole thing in one breath.

  "Why did you get mad at him? You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. Im just trying to understand." he said, giving an unneeded explanation.

  "Because he couldn't tell me what we were. And he was making me feel like I was just his toy."

  "I understand your feelings Y/n, but Phil's going through alot right now. Don't think Im siding with either one of you, because Im not. I just want you two to be happy. But he's really trying to fix this. He has been trying to get the phandom to like you so he can feel like you're safe. And right now, he feels like the best way to do that is to stay away from you."

  "But I don't need protected. Im more than capable to take care of myself." I pouted.

  "I know that. And believe it or not, Phil knows that too. But that doesn't stop him from wanting to protect you. He loves you. He just doesn't want to see you get hurt." I took a deep breath. I know Dans just trying to help, but what he's saying is becoming too much for me.

  "Dan," there was a slight pause of silence, letting a sound static settle in our ears. "Stop."
 
  "What?"

"Phil doesn't love me. Its became obvious he hates me. He doesn't want to protect me. All he wants is to hurt me." I held back my tears, making my breath rigid.

  "Im sorry." he murmured.

  "You're fine."

  "Do you want me to come over?"

  "No. Im fine."

  "Okay. Is it alright if I go?"

  "Yes Dan. That's fine."

  "Okay. Ill talk to you later, okay?"

  "Mhm."

  "Stay safe Y/n. Bye."

  "Bye."

  He hung up the phone. I placed it down on the table again. I wiped away my single tear.

  Everything will be fine.

  Everything will be fine.