My Two Best Friends|G.D|E.D

30|"i trusted you"

| Damien |

Everybody seems to just gradually fuck me over, for their entertainment. It's like people enjoy seeing me in pain. My dad abuses me to let his anger out on me, my brother left me so he can live his own life, my mom died so she can watch me suffer from above, god made me poor so I can struggle financially, whoever keeps fucking up my car and house is doing it for their fun, and Beth cheated on me for I don't even know what reason.

I shouldn't have trusted her with being around the twins so much because look where it got me. God, I'm fucking stupid. Who the hell allows their girlfriend to be with two boys who are in love with her all the time? Apparently me!

I remember Beth and I ranted together about how people who cheat are horrible people. She said it herself that she's been cheated on as well, we both have. Beth knows what it feels like to be betrayed, but she still ended up doing it.

I fled the scene when Grayson told me. What else could I have done, besides just scream at Beth? I wanted to so bad. She has no idea how badly that pained me.

Also, the fact that Grayson had to tell me, meaning Beth wasn't even planning on informing me. That hurts me even more. I wonder how long I'd go thinking she was a faithful girlfriend.

But, I fled to drive over to Beth's house. I just needed to hear her side of the story, hear her excuse. 

I pulled up into Beth's drive way, and parked my still pink car. Slowly, I removed my keys from the car, stalling. I took slow deep breathes trying to calm myself. Finally, I was calm enough and I exited my car and walked up to Beth's front door.

Before I even knocked on the door, Beth's big brother, Charles opened the door. He looked just as he did as last time, shirtless and a pizza held in his hand.

"David, right?" Charles asked eyeing me up and down just like last time.

"D-damien," I stuttered. 

I recognized Beth's voice from inside of the house, "Damien?"

She quickly pushed Charles aside and looked at me with wide eyes.

Everything that I wanted to say to her disappeared. All the screaming and shouting I wanted to do at her. But, once I saw her it all left.

"Come in, please," Beth pleaded opening the door wide for me.

I shook my head telling her no.

"What's going on?" Charles said with a raised brow.

Beth stepped out her front door and slammed the door in front of her brother.

"Then we'll talk out here," Beth muttered.

"You cheated on me," I went right on in it. "I trusted you!"

Beth shook her head and put her hand on top of of both of my shoulders, "No, Damien. I'll explain everything."

I backed away from her and took her hands off me, "Then explain."

Beth sighed, "After you left I was so frustrated. The twins took me upstairs."

I furrowed a brow. That sounds hella weird.