My Two Best Friends|G.D|E.D

26|"addicted to you"

| Beth |

"It's just... I hate how he never likes to talk to me about his feelings," I began to explain to the twins.

Ethan, Grayson, and I locked ourselves in Nate's bedroom, excluding ourselves from the party. I sat down in the small sofa in Nate's room while the boys were seated at the edge of Nate's bed.

"When something is wrong with him, he just stops talking. He ignores me and leaves me out on in the dust, and I hate it," I continued to rant to them.

Ethan sighed, "Damien needs to realize that the more you ignore your feelings, the more the people around you may start to get tired of it and they'll leave you."

"Confronting your feelings is the best and only way for a positive outcome," Grayson chimed in.

"And, it seems like you're the only one putting in any effort in this relationship," Ethan stated.

I dug my face into my hands out of stress.

"And, you know it's true," Ethan added in.

I groaned, "I'm just so stressed. Everyone is acting weird, not only Damien, but even you two."

Grayson furrowed a brow, "Us?"

"And, you know it's true," I copied Ethan.

Ethan and Grayson glanced at each other then back at me, doing some twin telepathy shit.

"Yesterday at lunch, the both of you left for no specific reason. And, you're both being kinda dry when we talk. And, I can literally see the discomfort plastered across both of your faces. It's so obvious," I explained to them.

The discomfort like how I mentioned showed even more than it did before.

They glanced at each other once more then back at me.

"What the hell are you guys thinking?" I asked.

"Are you that dumb?" Ethan chuckled.

I furrowed my brow, "What?!"

"You and Damien... me and Ethan," Grayson said trying to get me to catch on.

I circled my hand, signaling him to keep going.

Grayson laughed, "Beth..."

"We've been acting weird," Ethan air quoted 'weird', "because Grayson and I are in love with you, but you're-"

"No," I cut Ethan off already knowing what he was going to say.

"No?" Ethan asked with a raised brow.

"I'm not... in love with him," I muttered.

"Glad to hear, but that's why we've been acting so... weird," Grayson said.

I rolled my eyes and aggressively shook my head, "And, you guys are not in love with me.'

"We have been for the past 7 years, Beth. Since the 6th grade, the first time I looked at you, I felt something that was telling me you're worth and mean everything to me, " Ethan explained.

I stared at Ethan confused.

"You're literally the only thing in my life that makes me look forward to the future, thinking you might be apart of it," Ethan added in.

I shook my head refusing to believe it.

"You inspire me everyday to do better, just for you. You make me so happy, happier than any other person is capable of doing. On a horrible day, but if I were able to make you crack a smile, then that day will turn into something I'll dream about later," Grayson put his part in too.