My Two Best Friends|G.D|E.D

38| "broken friends"

| Beth |

Ethan drove Grayson and I to a viewpoint where you can witness the beauty of the city from above.

We went as the three broken friends. All three of us extremely hurt in different ways.

The three of us sat on top of the hood of Ethan's jeep and gazed at the stars and city lights, just soaking in the rawness of the moment. I was in the middle with Ethan to my right and Grayson to my left. Dolan sandwich. 

"I shouldn't have kissed you," Ethan muttered.

"I shouldn't have let you kiss me," Grayson muttered too.

"I shouldn't have kissed you," I muttered as well.

"Senior fucking year hasn't treated us very well," Ethan said.

"It did, until I fucked it all up," I mumbled.

Grayson shook his head, "I'm the one that fucked it all up, Beth."

I disagreed, "No-"

"We all did something stupid to add on to where we are right now, we all messed up," Ethan blurted out.

It became silent as the three of us got lost with the beauty of the stars, well at least I know I did. This view was indescribable. 

"You know... if you think about it... technically, you guys have kissed," I said.

I felt Ethan and Grayson's head turn to me. 

"What?" Grayson questioned.

"Swapping spit," I giggled.

Grossed out and disturbed facial expressions masked their faces once they realized what I was implying.

"You nasty human being," Ethan said shaking his head.

I bit my lip, "Ya'll still like me though."

"Love," Grayson corrected me.

I gulped.

Grayson dug his face into his hands, "We shouldn't have fallen for you."

"J-just get up," I mocked.

Ethan cleared his throat, "Tried."

I sighed, "I shouldn't have fallen for him."

The twins became silent, but in the left and right corners of my eyes I noticed the both of them taking in the view of me, and not the city.

"No, really, I really shouldn't have. Look where it got me. I'm fucking heartbroken because I'm such dumb ass. I lost someone I love," I continued venting.

Ethan scoffed, "You're the one to talk about heartbreak?"

I shot my eyes down to my swinging feet hanging over the hood of Ethan's car, realizing I should probably stop talking about Damien.

"Are you going to beg for forgiveness?" Grayson asked.

My eyes began to quickly blink and I tucked a loose strand behind my ear. That question started to replay through my head and had me really wondering.

"I-i don't know. I think I might. But, he doesn't want me anymore," I muttered.

"Then he's fucking stupid if he doesn't want thee Beth Young," Ethan said hitting my shoulder.

I chuckled and hit his shoulder back, but then Grayson hit my other shoulder. I turned to face Gray and I aggressively pushed him off the car, causing him to fall on the floor.