My Two Best Friends|G.D|E.D

36|"the mystery boy"

| Grayson |

I kissed her with so much feeling and passion, like I've never kissed her before. I know I shouldn't have and that this would get me in so much trouble, but I couldn't help myself, it was too tempting.

Beth walked into my room and she called me Damien. Damien and I are wearing the same costume, she's too drunk to comprehend the difference. 

I hid myself in my room to just get away from all the happiness I don't have, that's all downstairs.

She threw herself on top of me, I resisted and pulled away when she put my hands on her. It felt like heaven being able to have her on top of me like this, touching her, having her kiss my neck. It was like everything I've ever dreamed of, happening all right now.

The only thing stopping me from popping a boner was the fact that she fucking thinks I'm Damien and the fact that this will get me in so much trouble with Ethan. 

Ethan and I made another promise to stay in our lane when it comes to Beth, but I broke it right when I get the chance. It's extremely hypocritical of me to do this, but I freaked out on Ethan when he kissed Beth. Honestly, I know Ethan would take this chance if he had the ability to.

Our lips moved with a sync and I ran my fingers through her hair, pushing her head down, wanting more of her. 

Her lips were carved in the most perfect way, and fit with mine like a puzzle, like our lips were made to kiss each other. The slight taste of beer and mint on her lips and red wine from mine mixed together to make an intoxicating taste. Her perfectly curved body on top of mine made me think of unimaginable of things, I want to satisfy her in every way I possibly could. The tiny kisses she planted all around my neck would be the death of me, it was difficult to not moan. 

Absolutely everything about Beth Young had me under her control, under her spell. I was intoxicated by all her features, she made me weak. I'd do anything for her if it meant I'd be able to see her angelic smile. I'm way too in love with this woman, it's terrifying. It scares me because I know she doesn't feel the same way. How can I possibly be so in love with someone who doesn't even feel at all the same?

I love her so much that I kept the act as Damien just so I could kiss her, but I'm actually the mystery boy. But, it's so selfish, I'm so selfish. My selfish ways are going to cause so much more heart ache not only for me, but for Beth, Damien, and Ethan. I love her so much, she made me selfish, I'd take any chance I could just to kiss her.

This isn't right, I finally realized it. I'm disgusting and selfish, I need to stop.

I pulled away after a breathtaking make out session with the girl of my dreams.

"I can't," I muttered.

Beth's eyes narrowed in the mask, probably thinking Damien's voice is different.

Then, her phone started ringing. 

She pulled it out of her pocket and the contact read 'Damien'. This is where everything goes wrong. This is when I get punished for my selfish actions.

| Beth |

"I can't," Damien muttered.

Either I'm just really drunk or Damien's voice actually changed, but he sounds different. And, what the hell does 'I can't' mean?

All of a sudden, my phone started to ring from my back pocket.

I slightly rose my butt up because I was still sitting on top of Damien, to get my phone from my pocket.

I grabbed my phone and the contact name caused my brow to furrow and for my lips to part.

The contact read 'Damien'.

I looked at who I'm sitting on top of and who I just made out with, who I thought was Damien.

Instantly, I ripped the mask off the person and it was the mystery boy. It was Grayson.

I jumped off of Grayson, getting off of his bulge and slowly backed myself into a wall, being in complete shock.

My tipsiness disappeared and I could now understand everything.

I couldn't even hear the ringing of my phone anymore. I was on so much shock, I blocked out everything.

I brought my hands to my mouth and dropped my phone on the floor, that finally stopped ringing. I couldn't accept his call, I have no idea what I'd say.

Grayson sat at the edge of the bed with his hands covering his face, that his mask was no longer doing. 

"I'm so selfish," Grayson muttered.

I was at a lost for words. Right when I thought everything was going great and I thought maybe, just maybe life would finally treat me right, this shit happens. 

My mind was blank, but it was also racing at the same time. I was thinking of all the horrible things that are going to happen because of this. Damien not trusting me again, Damien and Grayson getting into a fight, Ethan and Grayson getting into a fight, and a potential break up between Damien and I. But, also I was too shocked to think of anything. I was confused with my own mind.

Grayson stood up, "Tell Damien."

"God..." I mumbled, "What did I just do?"

Grayson shook his head as he stared at the floor, "This is all my fault."

"How did I not know you weren't Damien? Oh my god... I'm so stupid," I whispered.

"I should've told you to stop before you did it," Grayson whispered back.

Why the hell did Grayson let me do that?

Grayson walked up to me and squatted down to pick up my phone that I dropped. He handed it to me, "Please call Damien."

Slowly, I took my phone back and called Damien back. 

My hands began to become sweaty and my legs continued to shake. I was beyond nervous. I can't risk losing him again.

Only one ring and Damien answered.

"Hey! Where are you?" Damien asked with enthusiasm.

"I-i'm up in Grayson's room. I-i don't feel good," I stuttered as I watched Grayson walk himself back onto his bed and sit on the edge.

"Aw I'm sorry babe, I'll be up in a little," Damien said.

Then, he hung up. 

I'm going to be honest, but I'm more than petrified with how he'll take it. I truly think he's going to end it with me. 

I wouldn't trust myself either if I were in Damien's position. Who would? I've kissed two different guys that are in love with me while I have a boyfriend. But, they were both mistakes.

Damien was nice enough to give me a second chance with the first incident, and he even ended up still trusting me with the twins, which I'm more than grateful for. But, after this I know there's no coming back from it.

He'll either end it off with me completely or give me a third chance, but have me cut complete contact with the twins. I can't imagine Damien taking me back and end up being okay with me seeing the twins. 

I truly fucked up.