My Two Best Friends|G.D|E.D

50|"everything is a lie"

| Beth|

Everything is connecting together in the most horrible way. Everything that's coming out of Seth's and Damien's mouth has been the truth.

Ethan and Grayson set them up.

"W-why would you guys do that?" I stuttered turning around to face the twins.

The look on their faces was indescribable. But, it was the look of getting caught.

"If you don't believe us that's fine. But,  you know damn well that us cheating on you didn't add up whatsoever, and all those bad things that happened to us didn't add up either. The people who you thought you could trust are the real ones that fucked you over," Seth preached.

Nothing is what I thought it was. Everything is a lie.

Ethan and Grayson weren't defending themselves or getting angry, they were just staying quiet, something they've always done when they feel guilty.

"I want to hear it from you two... is this true?" I was on the verge of tears.

Ethan and Grayson glanced down into my eyes then shot their eyes back down to the floor without a word.

"Please tell me that Seth and Damien are making this shit up," I pleaded.

Not a single word, sentence, or phrase left who I used to think we're my best friends lips.

"Say something!" I snapped.

Even more heads turned around to see what the arguing was about.

"We set them up," The both of them mumbled underneath their breath.

I already knew the answer, but it hurt like a bullet when it came from them.

It felt as if I got a gust of wind hit me in the gut and my breath shortened from pain.

I can feel all the pins and needles dagger through my skin, but that's not happening, but I'm wincing from pain.

"Ugh, I feel sick," I groaned.

Out of nowhere, all the drinks I chugged down from tonight escaped my stomach and came out of my mouth.

I heard people shouting in judgement and people shuffling over to capture this moment on their phones.

But, as always, the twins came to my rescue.

"Hey! Put your phone away!" Ethan shouted waving his arms around to block the cameras.

Grayson placed his arm onto my back as I wiped the excess vomit from my bottom lip.

I aggressivly pushed his arm away and backed up from him, "Get away from me!"

"Beth?" Grayson asked in concern taking steps closer to me as I took steps away from him.

I feel like I'm going to throw up again.

"Stop! Go away!" I groaned and fled from the scene as fast as my tipsy body possibly could out of the house and into the middle of the street.

Obviously, I wasn't fast enough because the boys caught up quick.

"Beth, come on! You need to rest," Ethan came up behind me grabbing my fingers.

I stopped walking and snatched my arm away from him, "Don't touch me!"

Ethan and Grayson stared at me with wide confused eyes.

"I hate you both!" I blurted out in anger.

Grayson furrowed his brows, "Beth? Don't say that!"

"Shut the fuck up! I hate you!" I screamed in the middle of the street.

"We did it to protect you, out of love!" Ethan added in.

"Protect me? From what?" I scoffed, "What I really need to be protected from, is from people like you guys!"

"To protect you from heartbreak and heartbreakers," Ethan muttered.

I shook my head in denial, "Bull fucking shit! You did it because you're both so fucking selfish! All you want is to have me all to your god damn selves, like I'm some fucking toy you guys fight over!"

They continued to look at me wide eyed.

"You did it for your own sake and benefit! You illegally destroyed people's things so you can feel better about the fact that I'm not in love with you guys and I never will be!" I barked.

I probably shouldn't have said that, but the both of them have already threw me over the edge.

"I hate you Ethan and Grayson, I hate you both, more than anything I've ever hated! You fucked up my whole life! I thought I could love and trust you guys, but you did things I never knew you'd be capable of doing!" I screamed.

I was just letting everything out at this point.

"Were you really going to have me live the rest of my life with me thinking that both of my boyfriends cheated on me?! And, that you guys didn't do fucked up shit to them? How could you look me in the eye and not be fucking honest with me! I thought we were the three best friends!" I screeched.

Tears were now escaping the corners of my eyes.

"You two had my trust, I gave it to you! But, you took advantage of it and took it to the fucking extreme! I'll never trust you guys again! Don't talk to me ever again! I want nothing to do with you two!" I cried out.

"Beth...please," Ethan's voice cracked.

"Let us explain," Grayson begged.

"No, no, no! I want nothing to do with you guys, ever! We're done! It should be easy now to get the fuck over me because you'll never be talking to me again! You guys really fucked up this time, truly fucked up everything! You fucked up my entire definition of trust, you assholes!" I blurted out in tears.

"Don't do this Beth, please! We're sorry!" Grayson shouted.

"Sorry my fucking ass! There's nothing in this fucking world that could make me forgive you two! You're both in fucking sane! While I'm gone, it'd be helpful for you guys to go to a fucking mental hospital to figure out what's so screwed up with you! There's something completely fucked up in the head with you guys! God, you were my best friends-"

Ethan cut me off, "Beth, we still are! We always will be! Grayson and I did some fucked up things out of love!"

"Love isn't hurting the people that I love! Love isn't making decisions for me! Love isn't being utterly and completely selfish! Love isn't destroying other peoples lives for your own damn benefit! Love isn't lying straight to my face! What you both did was not at all even close to fucking love! You don't even know what love is!" I cried.

"I love you!" Ethan and Grayson both shouted at the top of their lungs.

"I fucking hate you," I muttered under my breath.

Dramatically, I turned around and walked away from Ethan and Grayson. Leaving them under the bright street light by themselves, walking home by myself.

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