Where I Belong |luke hemmings|

Chapter 17

Kayla's POV

3 months later

"Michael I love you, you are my absolute favourite person in this whole world" I said exaggerating quite a lot, "All because I brought you a bowl of pasta in?" Michael questioned, "Yes" I said laughing, "Kayla I think tomorrow we should have a girls day out, and the guys can have a guy day" Kenzie suggested, "That sounds like a great idea, however I can only agree if you promise me we can go to McDonalds" I said, she chuckled and nodded, "Of course we can" she said, "Then yes we can go" I said to her, "Kayla" Luke said, "Yes Lukey?" I asked, "Can I have some pasta?" He asked, I gasped in an exaggerated way, but then gave him the bowl and let him have some pasta.

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"Kayla let's go already" Kenzie said grabbing my arm and leading me out to her car, I got in the passenger side and buckled my belt, preparing for Kenzie to drive to the shopping mall.

We had the full day planned out, first we were going to a spa thing, where we would get a pedicure, and a mask and get massages and whatever else you get at a spa, then we're going to get a spray tan, just because we wanted one, and then we were headed to get our nails done, then go to McDonald's and then we would head home. Busy busy day full of girly stuff, not really my 'thing' but its with my best friend so I'm not gonna complain.

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"Oh, I love this song, turn it up" I said as we were driving back to my house, "Do it yourself" she said hastily, she had been doing this all day, making comments and everything I said, being cheeky, I just shrugged it off, thinking of it as just her having a bad day, we all have those sometimes.

I turned the radio up and hummed along, tapping my fingers to the beat and staring out the window, I felt weird, I was all relaxed and my nails were fake and I was tanned, I just didn't feel like me, but I didn't want to say anything about it, even as a joke, Kenzie seemed in a bad enough mood.

We stopped outside my house and both walked in, Kenzie sat on the sofa and I sat beside her, "Kayla you're acting like a total slut these days" Kenzie said out of the blue, "Excuse me?" I said, "I said you're acting like a total slut these days" she repeated, "Explain that one to me" I said getting angry, "Well you're supposed to be dating Luke yet you run around telling Michael and Calum you love them, that Michael is your favourite human ever, you hug them all, and kiss their cheeks, right in front of Luke too, and honestly, I'm surprised you've not fucked them all, including Ashton" she said, I was gobsmacked, "You're a bitch Kenzie, you know that right? I haven't fucked Calum, or Michael, I most certainly haven't fucked my step brother, I haven't even fucked Luke so there you go! Wow I'm such a slut, aren't I?" I said laughing dryly, "Get out of my house Kenzie, I don't even wanna see you" I said bitterly, she obeyed and left the house without another word.

How could my 'best friend' call me a slut after everything she knew I went through?

How could my 'best friend' act like that?

Easily, she's not my best friend, she's just a bitch now.

I sat on the sofa with tears running down my face, so much for a spray tan, it will all be off my face by now, I sat like that for about twenty minutes before Ashton, Luke, Michael and Calum came home, "Kayla, what's wrong?" Ashton asked running towards me, I looked up and saw all their eyes on me, which just made me cry even more, Luke sat next to me and pulled me onto his lap, letting me cuddle into his chest and cry, while he patted my back and tried to calm me down.

"Kayla you wanna tell us what happened?" Ashton asked again, I sat up a bit, still on Luke's lap, and looked up, not directly at anyone though, "Kenzie called me a slut because I go around telling all you guys I love you all and 'cause I say Michaels my favourite human ever 'cause he makes me food, and then I hug you all and kiss you all on the cheek, then she said she's surprised I haven't fucked you all, even Ashton, then I got really pissed off and called her a bitch and then said I haven't fucked any of you let alone all of you and then I told her to get out and I've been sitting here ever since" I said wiping the tears away.

Luke pulled me closer to his chest, "Don't worry Kayla, we know you're not a slut" he said kissing my hair, "It's just, ever since I was 15 and was fucked up and decided to have sex I've been called a slut ever since, I've had sex once and I've been called a slut for two years, I thought it would have went away, but apparently not" I said, tears sliding down my cheeks, like reached up and wiped them away, "Im going to go talk to Kenzie, okay?" Ashton said, "Of course, go leave for that bitch" I grumbled as he walked out the door.

"I think you we should go cal" Michael said, "Yeah maybe that's best" Calum said, "Bye guys" I said cuddling even deeper into Luke, "Bye Kayla, see ya later Luke" Michael said, "Bye guys" Calum said as they both left, "I got a text from Mackenzie today" Luke said, I looked up at him, right into his eyes, "What did it say?" I asked, genuinely interested to see what the bitch had said, "She said that you kissed a guy at the spa place and begged her not to tell me, but that she just couldn't hide that from me" he said, "I hope you don't believe her Luke" I said.

"I didn't at first" he began, "So you do believe her?" I asked, "Let me continue, I didn't believe her at first, but then the more I thought about it, it made sense, you kissed a guy to see what it felt like to be the one cheating, and not the one being cheated one, but then I thought even more about it and realised that was a load of rubbish" he said, I looked into his eyes again, "I would never ever cheat on anyone, I really hope you know that, I know how bad it is to be cheated on so why would I do it to someone else" I said, "I know you wouldn't" he said, "I love you Luke" I said kissing him gently, "I love you too kayls" he said before pressing his lips against mine forcefully.

"I wonder if that's Luke or some other guy she decides to be a slut with" Kenzie's voice rings out behind us, we both pull back and I turn around, "You brought her back here?" I shouted, "Well yeah, Kayla she is my girlfriend remember" Ashton said, "Are you okay now?" he added, "Fuck off" I said walking up to my room, Luke following close behind me.

"Just ignore them kayls" Luke said closing my door and sitting beside me on my bed, "Why would he do that to me?" I said, "He's an idiot" Luke said, I smiled slightly and lay back, Luke lay beside me, "I hate her, I really really hate her, and I don't hate much people, but I definitely hate her" I said, "Im sure this will blow over soon" he said, "No, I hate her, I don't care how childish this sounds, but I'm never speaking to her again and I am not accepting an apology if one ever comes" I stated.

And I intended on keeping to my word.