Where I Belong |luke hemmings|

Chapter 18

Kayla's POV

3 months later

3 months since the fight with Mackenzie and I have kept to my word, we haven't spoken since, she tried apologising but I can tell Ashton made her, I didn't accept it, even if it did come from her, I still wouldn't accept it.

"Anne you're so fat, how can you climb these stairs?" I said laughing, "Because, unlike you, I am actually fit and can climb stairs" Anne said, "Just 'cause I don't like physical exercise does not mean I'm not fit" I said chuckling as we got into the shop.

Anne was 6 months pregnant and we were out baby shopping, she had found out what the sex was, it was a girl, Michael was wrong, but we weren't allowed to tell anyone, not even the guys, only me, dad, Anne and Ashton knew, and that's the way it's staying until baby Irwin was born, they haven't decided a name yet clearly.

"I think she would look so cute in these" I said picking up a tiny pair of pink jeans, "You are not putting a pair of jeans on my new born baby" Anne said laughing, "Why not? My baby will be getting dressed in jeans and cute shirts, and baby converse, awh! How cute" I said, "Kayla, you can't dress a new born baby in jeans, it would be too uncomfortable for her" she said, "Well she's getting a pair of pink jeans when you decide she's allowed a pair, and i'll be buying her her first pair of converse" I stated, "Okay Kayla, help me grab some clothes" she said, "And they have to be suitable for a baby" she added, I walked off to find clothes for the baby.

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"Will you be okay? We're only away until Monday anyway, call us if you need anything" Anne said, her and dad were going away for the weekend, they were going to some baby classes or something, since it had been so long since any of them had a baby, and they didn't have a clue how to properly care for it, so they were off to learn all about that.

Ashton decided he was staying at Mackenzie's while they were away, because Mackenzie's mum was flying to England for a family situation or something, whatever it was, it meant she would be home alone, and since she wasn't 'welcome' here by me anymore, Ashton was staying at hers to keep her company, I didn't care, it just meant Luke and I were alone, I wasn't complaining.

"Bye honey, we love you" Anne said, "Bye Kayla" dad said, "Bye guys, I love you both" I said as they left and I called Luke, "Where are you Luke?" I asked, "Just leaving my house, be tree in five minutes" he said, "Okay, see ya" I said as I hung up and went to get a packet of crisps(chips) to eat while waiting.

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"Luke stop leaving your clothes lying around the house" I said, picking up the items of Luke's clothing up, "Its only a few shirts Kayla" Luke said, "Just don't leave them lying around" I said sighing, "Its not like you're the tidiest person alive" he argued, "Im not arguing with you Luke, Im just telling you to stop leaving your clothes about" I said, "You are arguing with me, you have been all day" he said, that is partially true, we have been arguing all day, but it wasn't all just me, "It wasn't just me, it takes more than one person to argue" I stated before walking to the kitchen and making a cup of tea and a toasty for myself.

"Didn't you make me anything?" Luke asked coming into the kitchen, "No, I was afraid you might start an argument 'cause I made it wrong or something" I said dryly, "Give it a rest Kayla" Luke sighed, "Im not the one being an asshole" I stated, "Go eat some chocolate or do whatever girls do on their period" Luke said, "Im not even on my period so that will be hard" I said walking out of the kitchen and leaving my tea and toasty for Luke to finish, I didn't want it.

It's only Saturday and Luke and I are at each other's throats, well I guess after 7 months of being together and hardly arguing it does all have to come out eventually, I just didn't think it would be like this, all at once and really loud.

I sat on my bed and pulled out my phone, checking twitter, Ashton had tweeted a picture of him and Mackenzie, I have to admit it was cute, they both looked so in love, as much as I hated Mackenzie I had to admit, her and Ashton were good together.

I composed a new tweet

@kaylaoffic: some people really annoy me lol

I gained loads of mentions asking who and why and if I was okay and everything, I chuckled and tweeted again.

@kaylaoffic: I'm fine guys, its okay, gonna do a follow spree now, tweet #kaylafollowme for a follow xo

I chuckled and followed the people who tweeted the hashtag, I favourite'd their tweets too.

About an hour later there was something outside my door, "If you're here to give me another hard time Luke then go away" I stated, "Im not, now do you want dinner or not?" Luke said, "I'd rather not" I said, "Fine starve then" he said walking away.

My phone started ringing and I answered it without looking at the caller ID, "Hello?" I said, "Its max, you know, your apparent best friend? Or have you forgot about me?" max said, "Max? I am so sorry" I said, "Oh yeah, so sorry for not calling or texting in six months, six whole months Kayla!" he shouted, "You know calling and texting works both ways, stop being a dick, you could've called me or text me if it bothered you so much" I said getting annoyed, everyone was pissing me off today.

"You have changed so much Kayla" he stated, "Sorry, but people change max, maybe you should try it" I said before hanging up and deleting his number, I was not going to feel bad about this, if it bothered him that much he could call or text me, as I said, it works both ways.

I wiped the small amount of tears that were slipping down my face, I had messed a lot up, Kenzie and I aren't speaking, Luke and I aren't on speaking terms really, now max and I aren't speaking, who is it gonna be next? My dad? Anne? Ashton? Calum? Michael? Some other person?

I don't know, and truthfully, I didn't wanna think about it, but that's exactly what girls do when they're on their own in a room, they over think themselves into a depression, feeling isolated, lonely and as though the whole world hates you, yeah that's exactly how I feel now.