CHAPTER 9: *Riker's POV, the next morning*
My alarm went off, but it felt like I had been awake almost all night. I felt this deep connection with Lily that I was trying to understand. I'm not sure if it's a connection to her or if it's a type of sexual attraction. And I didn't want to be looked at as a pervert.
I don't know why I had to like someone so young. I've never seen myself with someone this young. But then again I have never found anybody like her. She's feisty but I can tell inside she is fragile. She turns me on like no has before. Not just by her looks but with her personality. I don't know what to do with myself.
If we had a relationship it would be so wrong, I am way to old for her. Yes I know I have said age is overrated but that was when I was the young one in the relationship and I didn't care. I don't want to be looked at as a disgusting old man taking advantage of a beautiful young girl.
She has her whole life ahead of her, I can't hold her back! She should be hanging out with friends her own age, and have a boyfriend her own age where they can experiment together.
I know she could find love somewhere else. I have to let her go even though I just got her. It doesn't feel right holding onto her. She has got to just be fangirling. She will get over me. Ok I will tell her today when I was supposed to pick her up for lunch.
The sooner the better.
YOU ARE READING
Rikly Forever
FanfictionRikly Forever is based on a real little girl named Lily who is a huge R5 fan and has always been in love with Riker. It shows the struggles they have with there age difference and how there love came about. Sometimes love can be a strange thing and...