MTP #3: Only One

//Twelve

Jennica's POV

Tinignan ako ni April na parang iniintay ang susunod kong gagawin?

Tinignan ko ang phone lo at sinagot ito.

"Stupid. Forever." I heard her murmuring

"Hello?"

[Jennica?] napatingin ako sa phone ko para siguraduhin ang caller ID, it's not Rein who's speaking

"Sino to?" I asked.

[It's me Cyla, Nakalimutan ko ang phone ko at nakitawag nalang ako.]

"H-hey. Why?" I just asked, hindi naman kami close pero masasabi ko namang magkaibigan kami, mabait siya at boto ako sakanya para kay Rein I know she can take care of him, she can give the love to Rein that I didn't.

[I don't know what's happening, but I'm not into this group's mind, I'm curious with what's on your mind, because in every detail they give, i felt that there is something missing, siguro kase mas kilala kita kesa kay Trish?]

Hindi ako nag salita. [Jennica, based on what you said, I know there really is something]

"Wala, Cyla, just believe what you're hearing and seeing. Just let it stay as it is." sabi ko.

[I don't like the feeling of being decieved.] she said, straight to the point.

"Pero ayoko..." sabi ko na lang.

[It's okay, I'm just saying that I'm at your side.]

Binaba ko na ang telepono.

"You have to recieve what you gave." sabi ni April sa tabi ko, tumingin ako sa kanya.

"Inintindi mo bawat detalye sa kanila Jennica, kahit yung pinaka buhol buhol at pinaka kumplikado isinuksok mo sa kokote mong naiintindihan mo sila, at ngayong ikaw ang nangangailangan ng kakarampot na pang iintindi nila sa mga utak nila, ay hindi nila maibigay, because they're used that you're the one who understands and not to be understand. You gave too much that they can't give it back"

"But that all I can do, that's all I can give." sabi ko at yumuko.

"YOU.GAVE.TOO.MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!" she suddenly shouted.

"That's what I hate about you! You love to give everything for free!" sabi niya pa at lalo akong napayuko "And that it also why I like you to be my friend." sabi niya ng mahina.

"hindi naman masama yon e, kung sana lang nagtitira ka para sa sarili mo." sabi pa niya.

"But taking you for granted is just too much." she ranted. "I mean you're here to be valued."

"April." she's really sincere.

"I never care too much for such people Jennica, All I did was to care for myself. am I overdoing it?"

i gave her a faint smile.

"Thank you.. for not leaving me." I said and smiled.

*~*

tuloy parin ang ikot nang mundo, tuloy parin ang buhay ko.

pumasok sa klase at balik sa dating gawi pero this time halos mag isa nalang ako, konti nalang ay magmumukha na akong Loner katulad noong highschool, pero nang dahil kay April hindi pa naman nangyayare yun.

Umiiwas ako kina Camille, at sa iba pa.

pero ngayon

umiiwas ako sa mga tao, siguro nga I am separating my self from everyone else.