I choose You

Chapter 21

Beam POV

Four days before new semester.

Why am I counting the days?  It's because I and Forth will rarely meet. We will have our two last semesters before graduating. I'll have more lessons and apply internship, and Forth will too. I'm not worried about our relationship. It's more likely I hate the feeling of missing my boyfriend

You  know that everyday I always meet him no matter what. Forth always find his ways to see me even though it's just fifteen minutes. It may sound selfish, but I don't wanna him to stop seeing me after class. What have you done to me, Forth?

I'm glaring at my handsome boyfriend who right now seems sleepy on my couch. He came to my dorm before 9 am, and it's just 12 pm. These past three hours he is just hugging me while watching TV and eating  cookies, chips and peanut.  

Still...... There is nothing to do for today.

Well... We did go to Dream World last Sunday. I had fun, and I was very happy. Yet, this kind of happiness only last for a day. Here we are covered by boredom.

"Do you not want to hang out with your friends? You can go with Sharp and others." I ask him. I know that engineering kids love drinking and hanging out, including Forth. Unfortunately, my boyfriend has to accompany the lonely me here because my 'betrayer' friends are still in their own love paradise.

"No... I'm too lazy to chitchat with my friend. They probably will spoil about girls and other similar stuff. It is wasting money too. Those jerks are going to bet on something, which later one of us will fully pay the bill. So.. why I have to do something useless when I have you here with me?" Forth pinches my cheek as usual.

"As if we do something useful here either," I'm mumbling.

Forth stares at me, "Hey... kissing and hugging you are very pleasing, you know?! To add that I can taste all parts of your body, that is best one. I prefer getting locked with you here for a month than going out with my friends for a day." He starts stroking my thigh and go up to my zipper.

Pervert.

"Forth..... don't start," I barely speak since Forth is doing his favorite 'thing' which kissing my lips.

"Hmm.....why..should...I....?!" He is still talking while trying to stick in his tongue.

"It still hurts." I say spontaneously.

He stops, and cups my face. He looks at me with his gentle gaze. "I'm sorry, Beam. I didn't mean to hurt you." He looks sorry and sad. Why does he apologize? It does hurt, but it is not something to be apologized. It is just that my butt still stings because we overdid it.

Hey.... I loved it too.

I kiss Forth, and say, "Don't give me that kind of look. I don't get hurt badly because of your dick. It is still uncomfortable down there. Can you get it?"

Forth nods, and sighs. "Haaaa... I thought that I've done something miserable since you said you are in pain. I won't force you again. To think that we won't be able to do it as many times as before is frustrating me. Why must we be separated because of college stuffs?"

So... it is not only me thinking that way, then?!

I give him a kiss on cheek, "Maybe it won't be that bad. We still can meet, Forth. I'll call if I'm free, hence we can see each other," I try to console him, yet deep inside my heart my anxiety is worse than his.

I cling my body on Forth. This guy seriously changes me. I never been so clingy to anyone. I hardly show my affection toward others, even all girls whom I was hitting on or dating. My classmates said that I look much more cheerful and friendly than before. Even those two bastards, Pha and Kit, teased me after knowing that I hit over heels for Forth, "No wonder there is saying girls become more beautiful when they are in love!"  Shit... I'm not female. I feel it is all because of Forth. He has overturn my feeling.  In one time he made me feel insecure, in other time he treated me as the most precious person in the world. However, I'm grateful that he did.

"Since when have you been so adorable? Last year? Ahhh... it must be since you're born," My boyfriend kisses my cheeks, again.

"Damn you, Forth. Don't say something cringe like that. Wait... Isn't it lines from a Korean drama? How do you know about that?" I was taken back. Why should he say something cheesy. I already knew that my boyfriend loves saying nonsense to lure me to his embrace, but not to this extent.

"Ahahahaha really? I never watch that kind of thing, so I don't know about Korean drama lines. But you are really really cute. I can't help but say it,"

"Whether you watch drama or not, please stop saying cheesy and cringe sentences in front of me. I got goosebumps, you know?!" I squeeze his arm to give warning.

"Oh... you got goosebumps, huh?! I thought that it would turn you on hehehehehe," Forth is laughing, while I'm only speechless. Can someone clean my boyfriend's dirty mind, please?

"By they way, when will your best friend go back to Bangkok? Faculty of medicine always directly studies on the first day, right?" Forth suddenly asks.

"I don't know. Those jerks don't reply my messages. I guess they forget about me as they are flirting to their boyfriends. It can't be helped if they have to skip the class only for having fun," I whine. I might sound bitchy, but I need to share my concern with someone. 

"Oh... Why are you whining? Are you jealous because we didn't go anywhere?"

"...."

"I have asked you several times to choose your favorite place, yet you ............"

"Alright alright... I knew I was sulking here and there for being bored, but it doesn't mean we have to travel somewhere far away. Maybe it is because it feels quiet. Those jerks who call themselves as my bestfriends having fun by themselves. They even didn't ask us to join them."

"Maybe they need time for themselves, especially Ming and Kit. Remember that they were fighting? I think going on a trip by themselves is the best way to ease all misunderstanding, and to know each other better." Forth checks on my reaction as trying to make me get the situation

"Right... I should never forget about that. I don't want them to come here and cause a mess again. Ever!!" I shout.  Forth is just laughing when I clench my fist. Then we continue watching a lakorn on TV.

Later, after discussing with Forth, we will have pizza for lunch. We are about to go out when there is a notification from my phone. Line message from my brother. He sends me a photo.

A picture of woman who is eating her spaghetti.

That woman is ........ P'Faying.

His next message is much more surprising "We are on date."

Dear God. What happens here?

"What's wrong Beam? Are you ready to go?" Forth seems worried about me who is still stunned. He takes my phone to see what happen. "What the fuck is this? How come!!!"

I don't know either, Forth.

P'Faying is having lunch with my brother without any objection or asking us for help. How does my brother do that? Does she fall for him already? P'Ram is full of surprised, indeed.

-to be continued-

Sorry if this chapter reads 'boring'. I have a thought that I should write more about how Forth and Beam interact as a normal couple, like having  simple  and normal discussion and arguing, not simply just having sex or blow job (upsss) .