I choose You

Part 36 (PhaYo Special)

Pha POV

I don't believe what I did. Why do I have to follow Forth's crazy idea? That kid is crazy. But I'm indeed crazy.

Why do I agree?

I, Phana, a prospective surgeon must be foul minded about sex. I love Yo! I have no problems with sex, making love or anything my friends think. Why does the problem get worse like this? I don't want my relationship with Yo to be broken. I really want to do it with Yo, but it must be when he is ready.

Ah ... maybe a lot of people think we are too 'innocent' to do that. No. We are already at the stage of almost doing it. I don't know how you describe it, for sure we are not that innocent. It's just that, Yo is still a little scared when I start entering my gun. I'm not the type to be pushy, so I don't need to continue if it hurts Yo.

"Ready for a beautiful night, dude?" Forth nudges my elbow with his. I looked at Forth with a look of annoyance.

"Don't need to be tense. Just relax. I know this isn't the first for you, I believe you don't forget the method. Wait, ... Don't tell me you forgot how to use it?"

"Fuck." I swear. "You're lucky I didn't punch your face, Forth."

"Hey ... why are you angry? Didn't you agree to do this?" Forth sounded a little annoyed.

"Yes. I know, but I'm sorry. I feel that this is so wrong. We shouldn't do this ... No ... I mean, I shouldn't do this. You and Beam have nothing to do with this."

"Wait. What do you mean? We have rented a bungalow and all things needed? Do you want to cancel everything? Come on Pha, don't be a coward. Show who the guy is!"

"I'll give your money back. Just send your account, I'll transfer the money." I took out my cellphone to return the money. Forth chuckles irritably. I know he thinks I'm crazy or insane. Wayo has been called and he will arrive soon. Yet, here I'm, in the lobby of the hotel ready to greet him, apparently too coward, so I want to cancel everything.

I know, compare to Forth, Beam will be more angry. And it seems like our thoughts are the same because Forth said, "Wait until Beam hears this, he will definitely kill you, and after that he will kill me too."

"Forth ... I told you, this has nothing to do ......"

"Honey ..." Beam called Forth from afar. He gets out of the car that has just been bought by Forth three days ago. Forth, who is annoyed with my intentions, immediately changes his face expression and smiles happily welcoming his lover.

What a shameless pair of lovebirds, kissing in a public place.

"How is the preparation?" Beam asked Forth. The man keeps silent, then turns his gaze at me.

"Ask your friend. He wants to cancel it."

"What? Pha?" Beam looks at me in disbelief. "Why?"

I exhale briefly then said, "I don't think this is okay.  I love Yo. I don't want to take advantage of the situation. I want us to stay fine like now ..."

"Even without sex?" Forth cut me off.

I nod. "This might sound strange. I am a normal man who needs it, but that is not important. I do not want to exchange Yo's love and trust for years, only to satisfy my passions that might only last a few hours. that will happen after we do it. There is no guarantee that Yo won't hate me, dude."

"Pha .. I didn't know that you were this coward? Why don't you wait for Wayo to come, and you two talk inside. Remember, I'm your best friend. I don't want my friend to be in an unpleasant relationship. "