I choose You

Chapter 29

Beam POV

Forth has been working out of town for five months. He is not able to go back to Bangkok since he has hectic schedule for meeting the clients. I'm glad he is doing well, even though we have not seen each other for months. 

"Oi Beam.. are you daydreaming?" Kit hits my head.

"Ouch...shit... why did you hit me, jerk?" I shout.

"Hei hei.... why are you so mad? Are you on period right now?" Kit laughs.

"Don't tease him, Kit. Beam must miss Forth so much to the point he gets jealous and angry seeing us with our boyfriend will have date tonight," say Pha.

Thank you, friend. That wasn't very helpful. Yet, it reminds me that I'll be all alone in my room.

"Don't cry, Beam. You can join us if you want," Kit continues laughing.

I don't know how many times I want to punch this friend.

"Rather than you concern about my situation right now, why don't you control your boyfriend face right now? All people can see that Mingkwan wants to eat you up right away," I point out at a guy who is walking from main gate of our faculty.

Ming smiles happily, and waves his hands. Even idiots know that he smiles only for Ai'Kitty.

"Wadeee P'Pha, P'Beam.. Hei My Kitty," chu~ Ming kisses Kit's right cheek. His action makes my friend's face all red.

"WHAT THE HELL! DON'T KISS ME HERE!!" Kit punches Ming's arm.

You know what? instead of feeling hurt, Mingkwan shows his pitiful expression to get sympathy.

"Why can't I kiss you? You are my boyfriend, and everyone already knows the fact. You shouldn't have yelled at me like that. That's very different reaction from last night. You even wanted more.........."

Ming can't continue his words because Kit already shut him off.

"What? What did he want more last night, Ming? Tell me!" It's time to take my revenge.

"It....... you......... know.... P'...........that......ki..........to......" Ming is struggling to talk since Kit's hand cover Ming's mouth.

"You  had better shut up, Ming. If not, I will cancel our date tonight!" Kit looks angry which makes Ming stop trying to expose their relationship.

"What? NO!!!!!!!!! Alright. I promise I won't say anything."

Ming loses.

Kit wins.

As usual.

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"Have you eaten?" Forth is drinking juice right now.

Yeah... we are having video call right now.

"Yes, I bought shrimp and fish. I'm full right now." I say.

"Really? Are you able to feel full? ahahaha My lovely Beam is always hungry, though."

"Hei.. It sounds like I'm a fatty. I love eating because I have to be grateful to all foods I already have." I pout.

Forth is laughing. "Sorry sorry.. I don't mean that way. But, I love it when you are eating. You already know right?"

I nod, and give him a smirk.

"So... are you going to graduate next week?" Forth sit on his bed. He is already in his pajamas. Ready to sleep.

"Yes...."

"I really want to come.. To accompany you on your happiest day like what you did few months ago to me. But........."  Forth's face turn grey. He looks sorry and disappointed.

"Forth... it's okay. Don't be sad. We can have video call like this, right?! Don't think to much about it. There will be Pha, Kit, Ming, Wayo and others who will come..."

"But I won't be there......."

"You will, Forth... because you are always in here," I point out my heart.

Shit..

I can't believe I say something cheesy like that. Every time I heard Ming or Pha talked like that, I felt like throwing up. Yet, I'm here talking the same words.

"Oh... that's so romantic. That's very surprising of you. I really want to kiss you right now.  If I go to Bangkok later, I can't believe what I'm going to do with you, Beam."

"What? What are you going to do, huh?"

"Ha.......... let me think..... A... maybe I will make you not be able to get up from the bed. We are going to play football all night long."

"Forth!! Why are you so pervert!!" I'm blushing right now.

"Oh well... Even though you are angry right now, I bet you will ask me to have more later on. ahahhhahaha"

"Forth!!! Stop it!"

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A week later

Finally, I graduate from college. All my friends and juniors came to the ceremony. Many of them brought flowers and gave them to me. I was so happy.

But still.... there was a miss.

my boyfriend, Forth.

he could not come because he had to write some reports. I can't show my sadness because it causes him to be worried.

After celebrating my graduation with my friend and also with P'Ram & P'Faying, I go back to my dorm. I need to take bath and put myself in warm water.

I throw all the gifts on the table when suddenly the bell rings.  It must be Pha or Yo bringing gifts that maybe I forgot to take from the back seat since they dropped me off to the dorm using Pha's car.

I hurriedly open the door, "Did I leave some........ Forth? How do...."

I can't finish my words. He kisses me deeply. He pushes me and closes the door.

I still don't get the situation right now, but the only one thing I realize that I have to kiss him back.

I miss him.

I love him.

Forth.

-to be continued-

Hi..

I'm back.

I'm sorry that I didn't update this at all for the past two months. I'm very busy to the point I can't have enough time to think about the new plot. I hope you all understand. I'll try my best to have little time to write a new chapter.

Thank you & sorry (again)