Arianna
I was so scared...
I shot myself...
I...shot myself...
When I did it I instantly regretted it and I tried to get a towel or something to stop the blood...but i didn't get it in time and I felt like I couldn't breathe...I...I felt like my life was over...because it could've been...no more momma...no more Aaron...and no more...Charles.
I can't lose Charles.
When I passed out I saw Charles run in crying...I saw my mom...Aaron...I felt sick to my stomach seeing Charles like that...
My recovery months were fun...but I didn't get to see to Charles much...we FaceTime...and text...but now I'm going back to school...see all my friends...be happy...yanno.
I pulled on my teeshirt and tied it looking in the mirror taking a quick picture.
"Ari...Charles is here time to go" Aaron said walkin into my room
I smiled pulling one of Charles's hoodie's over my head and grabbed my book bag and phone turning my light off.
I have my own room...but there are cameras in here...so they can make sure I don't do anything...even though I won't...I feel happy now...like really happy...
I helped my keys and walked out my room closing my door.
I walked downstairs behind Aaron seeing Charles leaning on the wall on his phone.
I grabbed it out his hand giggling and looking at it.
"Picture?" I asked looking at him smiling
He nodded licking his lips.
I kissed him and took a picture smiling
He held my waist deepening the kiss.
"I love you " he said looking down at me flicking my bottom lip with his thumb
I blushed giggling.
"I love you more"
*
We got to school and everybody was Ofcourse looking at...me
But I wasn't fazed...
I walked up to my locker seeing flowers and notes under it with notes taped to it.
I scrunched my face up confused looking st Charles.
"D...did they think I was dead?" I asked crying
"No baby...they put these there to show you we all love you...see" he said taking a note off and reading it before showing me
I read it pouring
Dear Arianna,
We all love you little bean...you're the sweetest person I know...I wish you talked to me more so I could try to help you...we're so happy you're okay...can't wait for you to get back to school...
- Loren <3
I smiled looking at him.
"See princess...it's true...we all love you baby..."
I smiled reading all the other notes and smiling at how nice they are.
"This is from Lexi" I said surprised
He grabbed it out my hand opening the envelope and reading the card.
