Waking up every single day was never easy
Its not being lazy
It is because its scary
To face struggles again and carry
I do my daily routine
Pack up my things
Greeted the sunrise
To be good to me
Yes there's so much people sorrounding me
But I never feel that they really cares
I'm wearing a mask again
Walking down the long roads
Don't worry I'm used to it
To fake everything
To hurt myself to my false hopes
Hoping everything will be fine
You can look at me laughing happily jolly and joyfully
You can see me strongly fighting those struggles
The only thing you don't see is that
I'm wearing my mask
I tried hard to enter school
I put my everything I can
Even though I'm so sick of school
I'm so sick trying so hard
You never ask how I am doing
You never wanted to hear my stories
You never make a night talk with me
You never see my pain
You never comfort me
You never cheer me up
You never congratulate me when I tried hard
You never change my good deeds
Don't worry Im really okay
You never need to be sorry
You never need to worry
I'm really used to it
No matter how far my life goes
No mater how hard I strive
No matter how much I learned in life
No one appreciates me
I can't see the fact that you're standing in front of me
Smiling and shouting "I'm so proud of you"
All I can see is you
Getting angry when I fail
You didn't know how I put down myself when I fail
You never know how hard it is to face this harsh world each and every day
You never know how I regret to my wrong doings
You don't know how lonely I am when you never cheer me up
What unwanted doings I've done that you treated me like this?
I am tired and stressed yet you look so small at me
Yet you don't know what kind of thorns I am walking right now
You don't know how hard I tried just to meet your standards
Please I need you
Talk to me
I'm begging you to cheer me
I am so upset right know
Please appreciate me
I'm doing these because this is what you want for me
I'm really doomed
Just for once could you please appreciate me
