It was raining the whole day
I was lying in my bed
Hugging my pillow
Fighting the cold air
I sleep from 7am to 10pm
I escape all the sadness
I escape all the heartbreaks
I escape all the thoughts that killing me
I never eat
I never feel hungry
I am just angry
In this harsh reality
I wanted to walk away
I want to go far away
I wanted to stop all the sadness
But I cant do anything
I wake up 10 pm
I can see the moonlight
I was sitting near the window
Where I can see the sky
Only the moon became the source of light in the long roads
I realized that lucky those roads
They have sun that lights up when day comes
They have the moon that lights up when night comes
Lucky those roads they have they have trees beside them
Trees that looking on them
They have people passes on them cause roads lead them to a better place
Unlike me I'm all alone
Once again I looked up to see the sky
I searched for my favorite star
Suddenly there's no star
I feel pity for myself I only have stars looking at me when night comes but now it seems like it left me
