Promise

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Its been a long time babe
Ita been a longing time for me
A year seems to be so long long centuries
Every days that comes seems to be the dark days of my life

Its been a long time since we left our good byes to each other
I'm still wondering what are the good at good byes ?
There's no such thing as good as good byes
How can you say good bye if every step you take when you walked away leave a permanent scar in my life ?

Since then I didn't recognize myself
I didn't even know if I am still alive
Cause baby I've been being numb by the pain that hits my heart in every days that passing by
The agony didn't leave as you left

Babe where did I go wrong?
Why did you left all alone?
Where are your promises that you've said when we were together?
Why didn't reach further?

Its been a year yet my heart still bleeds whenever it hears your name
I still screams your name when I awake from the nightmare of our past
It was the worst dream I've been dreaming babe
Whenever it happens I'd just like to live with it and never wake up again

Everytime I reminisce the times we've been
I saw the picture of us happily
The jokes, silliness, laughters and tears we shared
It feels like its just happen yesterday

When I'm alone I'm still browsing the old photo album you gave to me in our first anniversary
The memories of you and I started sinking in my thoughts
Staring at the picture of the old us
The old happy us

I'm still listening to our theme song
Somehow it still pinching my heart
I'm drowning in tears whenever I hear it
Whenever they're playing it in Parks I look at my back hoping its you singing it

Its funny that we need to part ways when we used to be happy back then
Babe there's no day passed that I didn't think about you
If how are you? What are you thinking now that year passed when you said goodbye?
Do you also misses me like I do?

Do you still love me the way I do?
Do you still hold your promise?
Do you still have the plan to make it happen?
Do you still browsing the photo album I gave to you and listen to our theme song?

Do you still singing it while playing your guitar?
Do you still remember me when you are confused about your grammar?
Do you still thinking if how I am dealing with math problems?
Do you still remember everything about us?

You know I'm still here sitting near the window patiently waiting for you to come back
Why? because you told me so
I also know that you will keep your promises as you said
'Cause I know what you say is what you also do

Ill still wait fo the perfect time of us as you said
I hope that you'll having plan about us as you said before you left
Babe I will wait
So come back sooner please

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