Hold my hand and dont let go (bts x depressed reader)

Setting up

"You may seem to listen but never understand" -🌒

Jungkook pov

"Kami?!" Hoseok yells. "H-Hoseok Im so sorry please! Please take me back!" Kami said stuffing her face in his shirt. He pulled her away "Im truly sorry for this but I cant, you said to end it and you meant it. I dont want to take back a person who broke my heart into pieces if shattered glass." He stated, she slapped his face leaving a red mark, "Fine! You will honestly regret not taking me back!" She slammed the door in his face with him still having his head to the side. "Hyung forget about her!" I ran down telling him. "Says the one who cant forget about Y/n and how she broke your heart the third week you met her." He said as he rubbed his tears off his face, "Remember about the party Wednesday, don't forget about your medication." He stopped.

"Ash did you tell the boys?" I nodded, "All are going." I told him "Make sure Yoongi doesn't drink to much he already drinks enough." He said heading outside. I followed him out. "Kook have you ever noticed that Taehyung is abnormal? I mean he likes to have sex with Nam and always her." He said trying to light his cigarette. "I mean you should know dont you work for the video class or something?" He raised his eyes. "Oh! Right! I forgot to show you the video of them talking all sexual." Hobi pulled out his phone  showing me a video of Tae smashing his arm to the locker with Nams back to the lockers. "Shh but you wouldn't tell anyone right~" I hear Taes voice say their heads turn toward Hoseoks camera and it ends there. "I feel something again. I feel that two things are going to happen on Wednesday." I told Hoseok. "Hmm just make sure its not that bad." He drinks from his flask.

I texted the guys to meet up on Tuesday to set up the party. All of them agreed and we all meet after school.

Next day

Seokjin pov

I woke up took a shower brushed my teeth and put on my uniform. I went down stairs and grabbed a pan and another. I went in the hall of the upstairs and pounded then together. "C'MON KIDS TIME FOR SCHOOL!" I heard Jungkook get up but Y/n and Hoseok? Nothing I kicked the door and was looking and them sleeping together like a couple. "*BANG BANG* LOVE BIRDS GET READY FOR SCHOOL." I yelled at them thank god I gave Y/n the school uniform.

Y/n pov

I woke up and went inside the closet closed the door and put on my uniform. I went out to the bathroom and brushed my teeth my hair was fucked up and my cuts were still in pain. I went out the bathroom and headed downstairs with my backpack. "Hey Jin." I said tired. "Hey Y/n! Here have some coffee." He said noticing my facial expression. I drank a little bit and still felt tired. I saw Hoseok and Jungkook run down stairs smiling. Hmm? They weren't wearing there school uniform? "Where you guys heading?" I asked "Oh thats a secret." Hoseok said.

I was heading out with Jin and wondering are the boys coming? "Are you going to school?" I asked Jin, "No I just dressed up to make my "dads" friends impressed with the school and stuff." He said seriously. He walked to his car and told me to hop in. "I'll just drop you off the others will be somewhere." He dropped me off at the school and headed straight to class. I didn't have anyone else to talk to. "Hey Y/n~" I hear an annoying voice say, it was Jinyoung. "Yeah?" I responded. "I hear that you and Hoseok were at the amusement park yesterday." He said "Yeah so what?" He smirks and lifts my chin. "Oh so you really dont think I know what you do with you small delicate wrists?" He says, "What! Who-!" He put a finger to my mouth. "One deal and I dont tell your boy band what you do." I look at him in shock. "What do you want then!" I said Angrily at the tall boy, "You" he whispers in my ear, "WHAT THE FUUUU-" he covers my mouth again, "Thats not what I meant! I meant you to stop talking to Tae and Jungkook!" I looked confused, "Hmm why?" He smacks his head "Nam she told me everything and wants me to tell you, she somehow knew I liked you." He said, "She also says to meet her at the rooftop at break."  He walks of leaving his head down.

Break

Y/n pov

I went up to the roof for another beating. I sighed as I went to open the roof doors. "Ah shes here!" Nam said with here sluty group. "Oh no here boy toys aren't here!" Said Yurmi. "I have an idea girls! *snaps*" she point to the end of the roof. The pull my arms to the end if the roof making my almost fall. "See that spot down there thats where you'll land if you keep taking to Taehyungie!" As blood rushes to my brian I hear the door swing. "Let her go c'mon this is to far!" I know that voice Yoongi! The girls pull me to my feet and Yoongi tells me to head to class.

Meanwhile...

Namjoon pov

"YAHHH! DONT PLACE THE TABLE THERE!!!" I hear Jin yell to the younger boys. I already did my job of buying the alcohol. "So tmr we skip school again?" I heard Jungkook ask me. "No, not Jimin." I answered ,"Okay!" He said loud. Why does it seem as if something's funky? I mean Tae is very agitated seems like he wants to tell me something, he keeps looking in my direction. Later on he waves to me to tell me something. I walk with him in the hall of the old house of Taehyungs dad. "*Sigh* I-I saw Y/n-" I instantly stopped him, if Y/n didn't tell me then I dont need to know. But my brian ignored the signs.

"You saw her naked?" I asked him, "No I saw her cu-" he was cut off by Seokjin, "YOU LAZY ASSES COMEBACK HERE!" He looked down, I want to know now.

Yoongi pov

It was lunch and we get out early this week bcus of break. I went to the piano room to play a song. As I walked in I saw Y/n laying on the floor with her eyes closed and earbuds in her ears seems like she's listening to "Jocelyn Flores" by XXXTentaction. She noticed me and waved "You wanna listen to this to?" She asked me handing me an earbud. I lay down next to her sharing the earbuds. "I miss you..so much." I mumble to myself wanting to tell her. "Same." She smile and turned towards me. "Are you with Yurmi?" she asked looking down "NO no way.'' I told her, she said still looking down "Im sorry." she said, "What? Why?" I asked. "For making you cry about someone worthless.." I saw a tear go down her soft cheeks. "I made you cry and made you feel guilt, you didnt cause me to get hit, it was my own fault." she pressed her face into my shirt feeling the wet tears . "Its neither of our faults okay? You're good enough." I smiled and stroked her soft hair. I sat up and she sat up to. I took her face out of my chest and held it. Y/n's eyes were red, her cheeks were red, and puffy. "I love you for who you are." after I said that I-I kissed her in her soft lips.

She hugged me, "I love you too." she said with her face stuff in my shoulder.

Skip to end of school

Y/n pov

I walked down to my work, ugh. I wish I could quit but they recently gave me a raise, now I get payed $26 an hour. I walked into work and put on the apron, letting my H/L  hair down. I saw that Joon came in. "Hey so can I get a cake and your number?" He jokingly said placing his arm on the counter. "Nice joke your mom wants cake again?" I asked him, "Yeah, she needs it for my dads celebration for getting a tumor out that helped a cancer patient survive. Also can I get another one its so Jungkook, Jimin, and Tae can eat there feelings after they watch the notebook." I laughed, "So your favorite?" I asked him. "Uh hell yeah. Also get your favorite." He scoffed...oh! He probably forgot that Hobi might be watching too. I gave him a strawberry and vanilla cake. "Here ya go!" I said he gave me 40 bucks...! Its should only be 20! Once I got done I went back to my empty apartment.